~My Life~

stop blaming edison

2008-02-22T10:13:00.001+08:00

DO NOT BLAME Eddy...Yes i am now writing my own views in this
This is NOT solely his fault alone..So it is unfair to blame him...alone! The girls..they should have stop ed frm taking the pix and deleted em emselve after breaking up or whatsoever..the laptop repairman shdnt invade ppls privacy like dat..

Eddy is also a human..he has his own privacy..So what if he is a star..I agree and admire the fact that he admitted he isnt a gd role model..but by doing dat,covers all the flaws he has..dnt you think?At least he ADMITTED his mistakes..

Yes,the gals,family and everyone is dissapointed..But hey..EVERYONE MAKE MISTAKES!!

Give Ed a break..He needs it..Let him resolve the matter himself..He dont need xtra stress from non related ppl..If you saw the pix,delete it.WHats done is already done..dnt comment anymore.Lets just give ed and whoever involve our support to bust this matter once and for all.

Stop looking at ppls flaws will you guys??

Thank you

sad

2008-02-13T12:09:00.000+08:00

Hey,

I am smack in the middle of work right now.. And i am not very happy with how things are going on...

For Your info, Today our office officially start work..So, the monster are all back..Don't get me wrong, i am okie with them,But they just love pushing me around..that's what i hate about it..

Just got angpow from both my superior and boss..partly happy with it but yet.. Nevermind..

Darn i miss school and friends.. i miss my books.. and most of all i miss spending time wid Dear..Tomorrow is Valentine's Day..and I am working... Have to rush through everything loe.. For that 1 hour is precious..

I better sign out now..

I am poor.. My boss and the lawyer in my firm drives Volkswagon

But yet, i dnt even have money to buy a new handphone..

Peace out..

May the poor be rich one day

Fall-out-gal

gong xi fa cai!!!

2008-02-12T15:26:00.000+08:00

Hey hey..

Its the 6th day of chinese new year..and yet i am stuck in y crappily cold office...
Chinese New Year was fun..family get tgr and all...i felt so warm and fuzzy..hahaha

Yesterday was exceptionally memorable..Met up with a few friends..old fwens...I softens me inside to learn that they are all well and healthy..

I am happy...

I guess i have to learn to treasure me life more...

Recently i had sum breathing disorder going on.i thought i am at my deathbed..i prayed hard..so hard i dwana leave this world..my fwens my family my future...what would they do..what wold hpn...many thgs went through my mind that time..Gosh..Life is harsh...

Gna get back to work soon...till den...

sign off..

Falloutgal is chinese

And loving it

ole ole!!!

2008-01-01T20:52:00.000+08:00

ITS 2008!!!

cheerz***

Yeap it IS New Year BUT I AM WORKING ON THIS FATEFUL DAY! HAPPIE???

However working does sux but hey IT IS fun in a way or two...For example you have a boss with funny hairstyle to perk you up and you have mountains and hills of documents for you to type and retype!!! Happy huh???

Anyway no point whining on such a happy day..*was i even whining??* haha..Was quite happy lah...tho i din rily get to enjoy~ Dammit y am i complaining!! I am pissed myself anyway...AHEM!!!!

Well off goes 2007..the rollercoaster year..true..

STPM-Trust me...I would not want to go through it again. Because you this freaking exam, i wasted tears, sleep, pen ink, voice, hair...ugh!!! Alot more...and...Oh yea..How can i forget..oestrogen!

Prefects-Yeap..on 2006 i was elected as a member of planning unit! This year..HEAD OF PLANNING UNIT! Dammit its not a nice post okie..Especially wid sucky ppl arnd you.. Speaking of which i havent receive my cert for that!

Asymptotes- Now these are the group of ppl wic i click with in school which consist of my deardear love of my life desmond poo kean wei, the wack happy go lucky sharon a/p s.a. thiseelan, the hungry ghost latha devi a/p sukumaran and the every artistic yet blur son of lecturer hazim bin ismail..form bridge to paper we say!!..i love you guys!!!!

Kiki-I deeply miss your company my dear friend..I rily hope you are doing well up der.I love you

Sparky-Buddy!!!! Ups Downs~U spin me around around the house everyday! Thanks so much for your presence in my life now...

Family-We are closer now...I rily do feel the bond. It rily makes my stay at home worthwhile and i rily want to give everything i have in this family...i know they are always here for me.

Ahem-To our blog yea...you know who you are..

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!!!

Get scholarship..tho i know majority myt get most of it...

Get into U

Make more money

Be happy...

Engaged??*impossible*

Happy family...

healthy!! everyone..

I love you guys!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

from falloutgal

After a long long long time! And freedom!

2007-12-07T14:30:00.000+08:00

Gosh Gosh... I feel so new in this blogging world.. Yeap my dissapearance myt not make a difference anyway! Hahaha... I guess i have alot to tok about!

Most recent first..School`s officially over! STPM OVER!! YAY!!!..NO more uniforms! hehehe... But i do miss my friends...*sighs* I suddenly feel so lonely~..Newayz..I gues i am gna see em real soon..hopefully...

ANd thru out this period too..my dog,kiki passed away.. 31 August..malaysia`s independence day..hmmm..I do miss her still..But i have to move on...Dats how we got our new dog..Sparky..A miniature schnauzer..*you can check out a few of his pix in my friendster profile*.. He is cute..But naughty..=D.. But nevermind.. i am happy..

I need to warm out wid blogging...Gimme tym..I will probably be back into my blogging world..If the comp and line is available that`s it..Or else i have to wait till next year~hmmm...

Dats all for now...

Oh yea..JIens getting married on the 21st...ditoo~

camp and more dissapointments

2007-06-09T09:29:00.000+08:00

Hey people...i think one only lah...

Nvmlah..dat dnt spoil my mood to blog..in fact i am in need to blog..the on-goings are making my head explode..!!!

As everyone knows..I just came back from camp..yeah church camp..This camp well is different frm the other camp wic i went to..I went there as a volunteer..not knowing what to do..seriously..I admit partly it is my fault to not go for meeting and all due to my studies..BUT THAT DNT MEAN DAT I AM NOT HELPING!.. During the camp...I went they place me at the dorm..den later dey place me at the reg table while they were screaming and shouting inside...I was kinda sad lah..This is also the first camp wic i slp all by myself..without ne1 wid me..spend most of my quiet nights alone..I do cry silently der..but its okie..

Camp was fun it rily was but there is alot of buts at the back of my mind..I cnt type it out here..i cant say anythg...I dnt want to spoil anythg.. I have a lot of feedback to give..but i cnt..So much for the last camp in youth...hmm...nvm..wipe out all the dissapointments lah..I am happy neway..Happy to see those people frm PAG dat light up my life..helen aerenia..the participants were grt..my team were grt! just happy dat i get to once more do all these thgs for the very last time..hmm..God bless the group..show em the light to organise more camp and improve...Amen..

I owes rmb La say..friendship..some fwens will stay on to you forever..some is just der for a certain reason and a certain time...

To me...it was when a trouble comes when you know who are true fwens...and who isnt..

Just me....

after a long long time

2007-05-29T09:18:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps..*i dnt think ne1 reads here neway*

Decided to blog after a long long time..since it`s a holz and all..hehe..Neway just a short update about the on-goings of my life bah~Its not dat crappy but not that normal either..

Firstly..exam`s over and today is like the 2nd day into my mid term, break? and my schedule is pack pack and pack!! Darn darnn..Bz wid my Asymptotes* what zit about...tsk tsk..it is private stuff..strictly private!!* volunteering for camp..wid studies..wid the prefects and T designing!hehehe!!! Yeap yeap~ I am a busy woman..what to do..

In school we have this bunch of friends wic i call the cocolandas~haha..I rily dno how dat name came into Latha`s mind but neways..haha..We are nto rily the coolest peep in town nor the uncoolest..we are just a bunch of average sch kids struggling for stpm and life..BUt even for that, we do lepak together quite often..as we intro makan places to each other~hehe.. This life is more relaxing wid em arnd..I rily dno how to thk em neway..mebe after stpm bah...or mebe i just take a step at a time..Dats better ryt?

There is this trend in EC now..dats coupling.. Seriously..when i look at em i rly shake my head lah..I wonder how dey maintain so happy together all the time in their relationship..as des and i debated..It is almost impossible..Happy not in contented happy but giggly happy dat sorta irratates the people arnd em..in form6 alone and some mix***..there are arnd 5-6 or 7..couples walking arnd sch..cuddling in sch..giggle and tell dirty jokes in sch..worst still is when their fwens in arnd..! How can you even tolerate that! Worst still the BACKSTAB YOU!!! YEA!!.. BACKSTAB!!!,, How it actually hpn is strcitly confidential due to personal experience..Neway i am being professional in this and dwana ruin the name of the Asymptotes in dat very few expects..Des wuld be so so proud of me!!!! ryt ryt???!!!

Neway everythg is fine now..me and everyone.. and i am happy!!! hehe~~~

Dtas all for now...next time perhaps!!!

thx for the memories!

MY BIRTHDAY~

2007-04-14T08:19:00.000+08:00

Hey hey..

If sum of you guys...dno..Yesterday was my bezday!!!!hehehehe...Gna TELL YOU GUYS ALL ABOUT IT!!!!...*cheers*..DArn darn..so excited!!!*deep breath* here it goes..phew~

It started wid numbers of msges arnd midnight..Dahlah i cnt get to sleep..Msg tone keep on ringing~!!pout pout..Neway i rily appreciate it bah~=D..Den off i go to sch..Trying to be as normal as usual..hahaha~but THANK YOU TO A BUNCH OF MONKEYS..my low profile birthdayy is gone..!!!!hurhurhur...But still i enjoyed lah..but very malu loe..u noe u noe..kena sing harpie bidae for 4 times..dey even try to 34 me~ish ish...~poutpout..ahem..i have to tok like a 19 yr old dy...pout...ahem!!!!Neway the birthday song in class was..well...u imagine lah k???...I was doing my PA essay..then mastermind LATHA say she wana go toilet..so being a fwen,i teman her lah..den when i go in front right..LATHA go tok to wai xin..Leaving me standing der like dno what,hahahaden YONKAI announce dat its my bdae and the whole class sang..LATHA burst out in hysterical laughter..darn..*blush*..dats basically it..Let me proceed...

Anyway,the highlight of the day was this thing..i don`t know what to call it..Let me just call it an event..stupid but nice nice in a way..Y? Let me explain lah..*people scratching their head*.. LATHA..say she not joining us for my birthday coz she got DENTAL APPOINTMENT..i was well sad lah coz she cnt join me mah..u noe u noe...hmmm..well,i still accept it anyway loe..den after school i go to CS wid desmond loe..decided to pay a visit to my ex colleague..BUT I HUNGRY...he started to drag me all over CS wid my hungry stomach..I was darn pissed lah..I mean u imagine..U hungry and we`re at a place WID food and he dnt let me to eat~ Excuse? not auspicious..WATLAH~i was very pissed loe..he drag me from popular to CD rama to the shop next to popular den to everstrong.UP DOWN LEFT RIGHT all over CS lah...He say the most auspicious time was 1.45..imagine lah from 12.10..we walk till 1.45..my stomach was churning lah..ish..FINALLY lah..1.45,des sya he decided to makan pizza hut!!!-_- but we were already at CS..he wans me to walk all the way to KOMTAR just to eat..Y cnt we makan pizza at vivo~aix..i dno lah..so he drag me to pizza hut..like rily drag drag drag..i wana cry ady lah..but den hor outside pizza hut he say sorry i dno for what...den when we enter pizza hut i saw the mastermind LATHA DEVI and sharon laughing...as i went to the seat wer i was suppose to eat..i saw kishern and faiz! DARN LAH i feel so stupid lah...BUt neway..I was rily rily touched..cnt help help laughing at myself..tears flow down but it was not obvious cz i was walking under d rain outside..We makan..and makan and *faiz was flirting tho*..neway..rily lah..thks you guys!! * sob sob*

AT night i celebrated wid my family loe..Des joined us,hehehe...and spend the whole nyt watching movie..hehe..

Dats all i wana say lah...But to everyone..THANKS ALOT~~!!! THANKS FOR MAKING THIS THE MOST MEMORABLE BDAE EVER...mwax!!!

hahaha...

2007-04-08T14:01:00.000+08:00

haha....int this cool???its crappy i noe...but a bored me just wana try thgs out..hahaha!!!

friends~

2007-04-07T08:16:00.001+08:00

2Hey, everyone..!

Yes,it had been very very long since i last blog..My finegr seems so kaku now,,hahahaha....neway..I had been preparing for exams after exams...tuition after tuition,planning after planning..(sch activities planning..not family planning..AHEM)=P..Neways just glad dat i get to blog today bah.

Nothing much had hpned since i last blogged,other den exam exams..AND EXAMS!!!! haha.. My recent marks aint dat gd..but im confident to be one of the top 10 in class ba..since i have had no fail o whatsoever..Dad seems okie wid em...But i am still not satisfied ba..I rily need to try harder this time..i have to..For my future~hmmm...

Neway thanx everyone to be there for me during my down moments last two weeks..
-Desmond(always and forever)
-Latha(u made me laugh and with those listening ear..rily)
-Kysha(Just you presence)
-Stephanie Ng(For your attentive listening ear..)
and of coz the lepak gang in EC who owes make me go HAHAHAHA..(Chew,Hazim,Kishern,Yus,Umairah,Vicky,and alot more bah)

People..what`s your defination of friends?..To me i have a message to all of my friends outder..reading or not..im typing anyway..

What a great blessing to have friends like you, with a hear so trusty i can safely bury my secrets, in whose conscience i might fear less than my own,who can relieve my cares by just your conversation,my doubts by your consels,my sadness by your good humour,and whose very looks gives me comfort.

Thanx once again guys..I rily appreciate wtvr you guys had done for me...=D.

It`s only winter we appreciate
the glow of blazng coals
and burning logs.
It is only when we know the comfort
and the blessing of a warm and cozy of a warm and cozy room
Beside the firelit candle
we can forget the outside gloom.
and so it is in life---
It is not til troubles comes along,
you realise what friendship means.
It's not till things go wrong,
you know how good it is to feel
that you`re in someone`s prayers---
In time of sorrows and distresses to know
somebody cares...
You take it for granted
when a sun lite where the wind blows---
But when it`s winter in the heart
you thank God for a friend...

Love you guys!!!

friends~

2007-04-07T08:16:00.000+08:00

Hey, everyone..!

Yes,it had been very very long since i last blog..My finegr seems so kaku now,,hahahaha....neway..I had been preparing for exams after exams...tuition after tuition,planning after planning..(sch activities planning..not family planning..AHEM)=P..Neways just glad dat i get to blog today bah.

Nothing much had hpned since i last blogged,other den exam exams..AND EXAMS!!!! haha.. My recent marks aint dat gd..but im confident to be one of the top 10 in class ba..since i have had no fail o whatsoever..Dad seems okie wid em...But i am still not satisfied ba..I rily need to try harder this time..i have to..For my future~hmmm...

Neway thanx everyone to be there for me during my down moments last two weeks..
-Desmond(always and forever)
-Latha(u made me laugh and with those listening ear..rily)
-Kysha(Just you presence)
-Stephanie Ng(For your attentive listening ear..)
and of coz the lepak gang in EC who owes make me go HAHAHAHA..(Chew,Hazim,Kishern,Yus,Umairah,Vicky,and alot more bah)

People..what`s your defination of friends?..To me i have a message to all of my friends outder..reading or not..im typing anyway..

What a great blessing to have friends like you, with a hear so trusty i can safely bury my secrets, in whose conscience i might fear less than my own,who can relieve my cares by just your conversation,my doubts by your consels,my sadness by your good humour,and whose very looks gives me comfort.

Thanx once again guys..I rily appreciate wtvr you guys had done for me...=D.

It`s only winter we appreciate
the glow of blazng coals
and burning logs.
It is only when we know the comfort
and the blessing of a warm and cozy of a warm and cozy room
Beside the firelit candle
we can forget the outside gloom.
and so it is in life---
It is not til troubles comes along,
you realise what friendship means.
It's not till things go wrong,
you know how good it is to feel
that you`re in someone`s prayers---
In time of sorrows and distresses to know
somebody cares...
You take it for granted
when a sun lite where the wind blows---
But when it`s winter in the heart
you thank God for a friend...

Love you guys!!!

Hey peeps!!!!!!!!

2007-03-10T09:27:00.000+08:00

Im back!
From a very llong holz from blogging~ I guess there is alot of stuff to update about but i dno how to~lolz!!!! Neway~here it goes....

Firstly..Valentines just cm an go..hmm..but i enjoyed my..Tho its ntg rly to the most of you guys...Evthg is a memorable 1 to me..I bta not elaborate on dat~hahaha...Nxt cm chinese new year..Yeap,it was nice fun and okie...Got quite a number of angpows this yr..Im satisfied~hehehe!!! Neway,my life was okie all this while..it is like a rollercoaster ride..UP DOWN AND UP...aix..I guess life`s like dat..Prefectorial board is bcming like a crap..I dno y..But i guess it will survive..hmm..My test results are okie okie ny ba..My stive harder and all...And i just got my license~!!hehehe!!!

Right now...i just wna hide hide and hide..i dwana cm out..its scary..I noe this is life..But this lifestyle is too sudden frm me..from a plain no1 knows who i am gal from convent...To sum1 wid a lot of responsibilities in sch,house and evewer..It is just hard to accept. Tho i enjoy it..It get rly tough nowadays..But im gladful to have such supportive family,boyfriend and friends...*my frineds in sch just bought me a death note for ntg!!! they say wna cheer me up..haha..SWT*.. Well,for em i shall stand up...i cnt gurantee it but i will!!! Just gimme time aite~Im still a lady in any ways..Life myt be too harsh for me..im still surviving...I will keep holding on...

SCHOOL...

2007-02-03T09:04:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!!! *still wonders if anyone reads my blog*

For those who reads my say AY!!!..*silent*

Aww...nevermind..I think i heard a tiny AY from a few minority peeps anyway~

Its been a long long time since i blog..Well,its gno be all about the school..School is the unusual this year..There are more couples (^o^)...more work and more stress!!! ish~!! EC AH~ Well PREFECTS creates most of the headache to me.w/o the real prefect teachers...*they are all on medical leaves* we were replaced by a teacher by the name of NAZI*nt real name*..This nazi is so so..UGH! I rily cnt stand her self-praised-wana-take-over-the-headmaster attitude.She is just a pig lah! I will nva forget her NAZI..and also there are this bunch of gossiping aunties consisting of 4 full blown ntg to do AUNTIES* maths1,maths2,phy,chem*..Again name wnt be included...I cnt stand em...They are like tabloids and paparazzi in the EC world..They exaggerate every detail and just make our names go BOOM!!! Recently due to MATHS1 script for dezi`s class presentation..the whole prefectorial board kena screw..CRUELTY PPL!! Tk my advice..When you cm to EC nxt time..make sure your name wnt reach one of em*by that time there will only be 3 of em---maths1 retiring..YAY* o else...Your name will be known by the whole sch..Not for gd reasons but bad bad ones...ish!!! But there are oso a few gd teachers in sch like my MUET-ST JOHN teacher,theDORAEMON-B-ball-CHEM teacher*he is weird*..and a few lah..unlike convent..hahaha...

Toking about convent.Kysha and i went bk for a visit! wid 2 escorts..*Desmond and Shahrul*..they 2 sesat peeps lah..But it was fun..the both of us got to catch up wid most of the teachers...look at the recent upgraded bio lab and canteen etc etc...lolz! They rly chnage alot lah..How i wish convent will have form 6..life will be much ezier!heh!

School is fun..I had gained alot of experience there...tgr wid dezi kysha latha and many other fwens...they made me enjoy school and i will nva forget em for that..thx guys..ho we noe each other for not so long*except kysha and des* you guys make school fun..cheers!!! and of cz hope that we survive STPM!! hah!!!!!!!!

i love school!!!

Happy 2007!!!

2007-01-01T10:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!!!

~Yeap!Its the new year! 2007!..Hopefully it will be a nice nice year like her/his older brother who just resign~=p..So 2007..BUCK UP!!!
*what the heck am i toking about man! I shuld me the one working hard*..but its okie lah..hehehe..FOr some entertainment will do!teehee...

Ytd`s countng down was the usual..I start my new year wid my mum squeezing blackhead out of my face..(T.T)..Pain but looking on the bright side..*in my opinion lah*..taking out all the dirty and bad toughts not to bring it to next yr...*applause*!!..hahaha!..I am MAD ryt? Mebe due to the red wine yesterday~lolz!!! During the countdown..Des call me so dat we can countdown tgr..Unfortunately the tel line got jammed..*darn*..Tho we are a few seconds late but we managed anyway..hahaz~! BUt it is still memorable to me..!..Thx everyone for the memorable msges..appreciate it..huggles!

Neway its the first day of the yr and i already gotta attend my tuiton class in OMEGA..So stupid loe..I am suppose to have my driving lesson today dah pun book baik-baik the stil OMEGA call and say my tuition start today..I say can i replace on Wed for i already book my drving lesson..She say.."Oh its the first lesson..Y not you postpone your driving lesson instead"..that b**** loe!God bless her man!Dnt tok about her dy lah..Make my blood boil only~haha~!!Lets carry on.....Screw OMEGA..!

Oh yea...HAppy New Year everyone!

Last Day of 2006! and more resolutions~

2006-12-31T10:51:00.000+08:00

Hey Peeps!!!

Guess what! Its the LAST DAY OF THE YEAR!..Yea..The last day of the year 2006..of my lower six life..*not yet of my 18yr old life of cz..teehee*..
I feel so over the cloud..but apart of me feel down..thinking back all the past thg that had happened..But what to do..We have to move on..To the yr ahead!!

Hopefully the year 2007 will be another fruitful and memorable yr..Like how i wun forget my 2006 days..But of cz there is smthg different..very different..That`s STPM..It`s gna be stressfull i noe..For i have to deal wid my studies,responsibilities in sch,in church too..in the family and as sum1`s better half and as a fwen to every1..Sounds tough but i am not gna gv up for i am iris renee goh..And my dream is to be a gynae..and to start a family wid my dear..*i noe its too early to say so but what the heck...*..I noe confident is not the only key..i nd to put in a whole lot of hard work and all..Am i up to it?I dno..But i noe i will have plenty of support from my family,fwens and desmond..that`s is alryt for me..=)..

Im not gna say that my life sucks for i chose this path that had led me to who i am now..WITH NO REGRETS! I shall strive and SURVIVE 2007!!..muahahaha~~*singing.."i will survive"*..Haha..I am going mad..GOSH!..Anyway..shuld i countdown both gd and bad memories of 2006?..mebe i shuld~hahaha! Here it goes...~!!*i shall only include my top10..*

10.I culdnt go to Tebrau City to get upclose and personal wid Daniel Lee!!!! so sad ryt..I even got a chance to be a representative to present him smthg...sad sad~But its okie...

9.Dat will be...ummm...the beginning of my form6 life in SIGS..haha..(horror)

8.Being accepted into EC..=)

7.Prefect UP2 life and secretary(b-bal) and head of unit perancang of KONTAK club in EC..~

6.Getting closer to my Daddy and Mummy..*even told dad abt u noe what*..

5.BEing to step out of my mask..and beig acpt my sum of my fwens and gain sum new ones too!

4.Organizing PAG~Hectic...at first..but...!

3.PAG!!..It was a blast!our hardword paid off!hehe!! Cheers ppl!!

2.Xmas!..It was memorable..to me~=)

1.It belongs to wtvr times i spend wid my family,fwens and dear dear..love you guys!!!

Dat`s all..I wuldnt wana type in all the details but yeapz!Dats about it..Looking fwrd to the new yr..Bring it on 2007!!

Resolutions of 2007
-Happy family!!
-Me and dear to be happppyyy~and loving..muaks!
-Me and fwens to bond closer..
-Everybody healthy
-Study hard for STPM
-Gd results in STPM
-ANd more gd times to come

DAts all folks!!!

aix!!!

2006-12-29T10:44:00.000+08:00

Hey luo lou hey~

Im still in my mad mood ba...I just cm bk frm my driving lesson in Berjaya...So my mood now is like BLUR..yeap..Din hear me wrg..BLUR!..hahaha...I dno y lah..Owes after drinving i feel this way...Mebe bcz of the road condition in Perling...Horrible loe...Aix..But okielah..I can still get the hang out of it..hehehe!*instructor stl say i 'hen hao' already..* okielah..hehehe

Daddy ask me to call bk ENTER Tech to ask about my salary..I had been working since 10Dec..Till now hvnt get my salary luo..But ryt i ady like call once dy..Boss say he will call me once its out..But Dad ask me call again..I dno what to do loe...aix...sakit kepala betul..

Neway..New year`s coming!Yay...Wana noe my new year`s resolution?...hehehe...Fat hope..wait till the eve lah..so..stay tune baybeh!..I will be ryt bk!..muahahaha!!!!

f a l l o u t g a l
f e l l
i n t o
a
l a n d
o f
m a d n e s s

GIMME MY MONEY!!!!

New day

2006-12-28T11:32:00.000+08:00

It is a beautiful day!!!

A new beginning..!..I dno y i felt so weird but yea...It`s an almost perfect flg but i think i rily need to get my ass off the comp and get going wid my books~Sch`s staring soon and i dnt feel prepared and all...Still in my holiday mood bah~Stupid!!..Mebe after this post i rly have to study full time ady...Or else my doctor dream will be gone!Ish~

Yea..Who created education anyway?..Its not like im sick of books or wat but yea..it is rily...you noe..I dno lah..Just dnt like the flg..But hey im stl gna strive to be a doc neway!*Stop toking...gimme sm action alryt!*Ish...stupid!...

I dno what to say lah..haha....

I am going MAD~

m a d

Hark the herald angels sing...

2006-12-27T10:11:00.000+08:00

Heylo ppl!!!!

First and foremost a very happy merry x`mas to all of you guys reading!!!..Teeehee...I hope dat you guys got a wonderful and beautiful and un forgetable and...*what else??..nvm*...X`mas eva!!!

Well,for me this year`s xmas was kinda different from the several ones i`d been thru..Blur??Let me xplain..hehehe

ON xmas eve..I went to my gram`s house early to help out wid the open house at nyt*honestly i din rly help much lah*...hahaha..But my aunt pull me to PLaza Pelangi*some say Kerry`s* for xmas shopping..Lucky i must say dat they were having some cosplay*smthg like a fashion show where ppl dress up like an anime character and parade arnd*..It was cool...Let me xplain...At first ryt..I saw a few gals dress in goth costume*which i dnt rily admire* Just when i was about to turn my head arnd..I saw a very very familiar character!haha!..Guess who is he?..It was L(death note)..Darn*tho he is not the actual character of the movie*..BUT he looks like him..The actions and all..He is darn fair..the hair was darm darn messy..Barefooted..WOre a white long sleeved T..and his trademark lollipop!..Darnn...He walked into the crowed and soon dissapeared..Just when i let out a sigh...i saw ppl arnd taking pix wid cloud*Let me tell you..dnt look like cloud at all* Den..I said to myself.."iris!!You MUST take a pix wid L..!!!"..So i push my small self into the crowed and began my search for L-san,hahaha...Finally..after a long long search i found him tgr wid Misa and Kira(aka Yagami Light).I try to snap a pix..But i still cnt get a nice angle of him..I turn arnd and saw Misa and Kira already posing for a pix..*Kira dnt look like Kira AT ALL*So i took pix wid em..and shyly ask Misa to call L in for a pix..But too bad they have to be on the stage already...Sigh..But aft that i got to take a pix wid L anyways~haha!..Told ya i nvr gv up!hehe

Going bk i have to prepare for my family gathering already..Partly nervie for Desmond who is gonna join us for it..Darn..I wait i walk i wait..Finally almost all my relatives arrive and HIM..My heart skipped one mile~ BUt to my relief everthg went well...Phew..We sang karaoke wid my uncles and all and had grt fun!haha...After dat we went to church..* we were late tho*..hehe...well dats xmas eve for you guys!..hahaha..!

Xmas day came..My family woke up late,lolz.!!..haha..we hurried to my grams house..but not for long my cuzins and I decided to go to CS to lepak~We walked all over the plc..up and down..I got myself a ring*my bro paid like more den half of it for me*..how swt!And each of us got ourselves the same MONKEY SHUT UP tee..wid diff clrs..haha...We had fun!..Also got des and family a box of chocs..*hope they like it tho*..Went bk flg tired but i still have 2more thgs to do..I went to Des`s house at arnd 6 for his family dinner..I ws early..His mum got me a sml box of chocs..*I love it i culdnt bear to eat it tho* and we had a few games of cards..*I played only a few tho*..Des..thx for the warm welcome your family gave me..=)..I had fun drg dinner..BUt have to rush to Ian`s ouse for party..Den Des join my family for supper(for us) but dinner for my parents and bro..lolz...=)

My happiest Xmas eva!!!!!!!!....

both happy and sad..

2006-12-19T10:46:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl...

I just came bk frm Kluang...Yeap!I went there for my PAG evaluation..hmmm..It was not very fun at first for its raining...So we were soak in rain for games and all...It werent DAT pleasing but it was fun lah..hehe..!..Dezi and Daniel was playing games aft games for soft toy..We end up winning like 2bas full of soft toys(dnt envy)..plus this enormous teddy which my dear had won for me..!hehe..And of cz GOO GOO...(this cute lil panda i love so much but ended up with the foster care of my bro)..hehe..BUt we ended giving almost everythg away to the kids der..For we knew it will be tough carrying bk..After some time..We grew bored of everythg..Some of em wana check out the outside of Kluang..So there we went..wandering in the midst of a land of strangers..hmm...But it was not bad..Daniel and Mojo went arnd taking pix in the middle of the street..aix..!!And our visit to BCB(the only shopping complex in Kluang AT THE MOMENT)..was well....But i think that they will love it at Silverho..This rily cute souvenier and gift shop at the bk of BCB..I brought em there and heck i was right!haha...I found a spects on my way there tho..Lucky me..haha..Went arnd shopping here and der..Dear brought me a cow(moo moo)!!!so cute!!..I brought him a bear which(to me) esembles him..haha..We shop smr until we stared walking again until Mel saw a signboard..LEMON JAMMING STUDIO..!Hey,we went in~and had a not so blast but blast of a time...We simply whack simply play..haha...And i had my first try on d drum..It was not bad lah..!..But when we finally get thgs ryut wid creep(i was on drums)...times up..We pack up and went..aix..But we myt be cmg bk the nxt day!..blink blink..

We walk bk to church..and uncle drove us to our host house..which we were gna stay for a nyt..bathed and off to church..again for our ealuation..It was nice seeing everyone still so close to each other..It was touching..hmm..after dat we end it wid our banana dance and chicken dance..hehe!a gp photo and and final bye bye..we went bk to our hosting house(after grabbing a bite at mamak stall)..we bitch and i slept while they were playing wid monopoly..

The next day...we woke up late..went to the railway cafe for the eva famous roti bun..They filming some food show there so me being myself cnt help but play arnd when the camera turned to face me~hehehehe!It was fun..Den aft dat we went jamming again..this time bta!Im getting better with the drums!hehe....!!I had fun we all had fun but hey..We had to go...hmmm....But i noe this will be tough to forget..

Cmg bk..I had a total turn arnd of md..A fwen..well we had a tok..and i lost her..well..it is my fault i admit..aix..this left me sobbing again....I have to say gd bye..tk k and all the best...

f a l l
o u t
g a l
sob

My Daily Musings....hmmm

2006-12-15T10:46:00.000+08:00

My Daily Musings....hmmm

Hey ya...

Im here to blog AGAIN..Well,it`s not a big deal and all..and well,i just wana share smthg to you guys and gals out there..Those who are reading my blog(I think ders only like a few..or lets be specific...2)..A lame blog i have..Wells..Yet again..I shuld i compare the amount of ppl reading my blog to those whom have 1000over hits per day or whatsoever..MY LIFE IS NOT FOR PUBLIC DISPLAY...Im happy wid these 2 ppl reading my blog ryt now...mebe cz i trust em..The others..They just culdnt seem to bother about this lame and stupid blog of mine..*sighs*..Mebe some i understand..like stef.. BUt hey men and WOMEN!..This is MY LIFE..like it or hate it..It IS my life God had created and how i was designed to be..

I am really really happy wid my life ryt now..The ppl surrounding me ryt now..They sees me as who i am..I am rly rly glad..knowing that there are ppl accepting and loving you as you own true self den knowing dat they are loving your fake self..What if you finally decided to turn to your real self?Wer wuld dey be..Knowing about ppl surrounding me...Dey wuld find me weird and turn their backs frm me..I am not craping..This IS the harsh reality whether i like it or not..BUT i cnt be selfish to those who acpts me for my true self..They,i tell you..are the true fwens..even we dnt tok often..Or we are bored of each other over the ages.But we still...well,care for each other..These(too) are the fwens who loves themselves and knows who they are to love and concern about you this way...I THANK GOD FOR I HAVE FOUND EM...I rily rily do...

A M E N..

All about work work work!

2006-12-13T10:44:00.000+08:00

Harlow!!!!

Darn!!...It`s been days since my PCfair work...Im missing it...Now dat i have ntg to do at home...hehe!!...Well,i have to admit it was fun tho it was hectic and tiring...Im so so glad that i have a grt bunch colleague to work wid!Thx ev1 for the guidance..Lking fwrd to c you guys again...To XinZi,Kim...Edward(Retail Manager),Kelvin...Evelyn and Annie..Not forgetting Chris..Had fun hanging out wid you guys...And of cz boss,Thomas for making it fun and for the support..=)..All in all...I rly had fun!hehehe....Tho im ny the person sml lil kucifart handing out flyers but i rly had fun...Of cz not forgeting Des who frequently check me out at my stall...U wuldnt have carried on w/o you...I LOVE YOU!..muaks...And to mum,thx for the dress and mp3...I LOVE YOU!..Dad!!...THX FOR THE TRANSPORTATION!!...I LOVE YOU!...Im in the lovey dovey mood now,hahaha...Awwwwww....Now im waiting for my PAY PAY!!!...Darn..MY 1ST PAY!!hehe..cnt wait!!!...!!!

Neway,i hang out wid my dear ytd..Watched colic..Lame show but left me haunted..ish!BUt its nice spending time wid him after a lng tym...after movie..we went arnd lking for dezi`s xmas shirt...Found 1...Hope he love it...hehehe...

Dats all folks...Im tired...hehe..I ND WORK!..But sch`s drawing near..sighs~

im just me..

2006-12-07T09:07:00.000+08:00

Hey ya Guys...and gals..(if there are any who reads this)

Well,time for me to type again...(wanted to type tok but it dnt make sense ryt)..haha..Thgs had been hard for the past few days..Lets just put it this way..I feel dat no1 rly accepted me for myself..sumtyms..I rly dno..especially when im wid___I rly dno..I find it real real hard..mebe cz of pressure and stress..BUt of cz im rly happy that there is a few ppl who accepted me for who i am..My family,Desmond(oxox),Stephanie,Latha,Ray...and a few others..I feel so insecure these days...especially after PAG camp..I rly dno y..Sumtimes i rly wonder..How ppl can continue being fake yet popular in the same time..But those who tries darn hard to take out the darn mass arent accepted by ppl..I strive hard to be myself..but there`s only a few who accepted me..I love me the way I am..Dats y i can Love others as i love myself now..Thanks ppl..especially to those who willing to accept me for who i am..Thank you for supporting me..and encouraging me to be myself..to those who dnt understand..Be urself..Its not about popularity..its about how many ppl in this world who rly loves you..I know i have enuf..yet there are undiscovered ones..=)

I will be going for training for my work soon...Yesterday i just bought tis rly cool shoe dat i rly love!AAWw!!!..hehehe..Neway wish me luck!..I rly hope thgs work out fine...I WILL BE WORKING TMR!!! AAAHHHH~*******faint********...So today is my last day to enjoy..OH YAH!!...to those who wants to buy comp or what not..PLz plz....support me by going to PC fair frm tmr till sunday.My stall is ENTER technology..sumwer near bodyblove and surf and dive...TQ!!!

PAG

2006-12-04T14:41:00.000+08:00

Hey hey...

Yesterday was the end of the DEC`s PAG camp~...=)..It was a success i have to say..Tho i think me myself din offer much but all in all..the team did well..Let me tell you guys all about it...hehe...

Prac day(DAY BE4 THE CAMP)
We all(the team) came to majodi at 12 o`clock to practice...But we din rily practice at first lah..We end up makaning..searching for food,..kau tim the nametags..lepak and all...But it was fun bonding wid em...after dinner..we only started -_-""..hehe..we hang about till very late before we Zzzzzz...

1st day of camp..
When we woke up...after bathing..We got news dat they are particpants der ady!!..My heart raced..They were 1hr early due to the error of time..hmm...(me myself told my bro the wrg time..paiseh)..haha..Registration took plc..PPl flooding in 1 by 1...We hit it off wod ourintro skit..It was grt!!!...but the participants were dead...aix..It was tough heating them up...I almost burst out and wana quit but...i dno...every1 was quiet,...hmm...my team member(we named ourselve the pink christ rockers)..lead by both melvin D an i..was consist of 6 members..they were not that bad ba...the day was OK...at night..we celebrated a few ppl`s bdae and off to PLAY SNIPE!!!hahaha....It was fun...We scared the heck off em...After evaluation...We zzz at 3smthg...2nd day..Every1 was quite open dy...Thk gd ness...The day was fine..bta den b4..My praise and worship went on well..it was okie...hmm..Im startng to feel the tiredness inside of me...hmm....it werent dat bad ba...Still can survive...hehe..we started bonding thru prac for talentnyt let me tell you..we did just grt!!..I was very happy...~We all had fun..hehehe!!!#rd day was last day..ionly had one word to say...WE SUCCEED!!!...Zzzzzzz~

my new job!

2006-11-24T13:37:00.000+08:00

Hey hey...new post about my latest updates!!!!

Hehehe...Just came bk nt that long frm an interview..They ask me bk for a soft training...In other words...I got it,...i think...Dat is according to desmond loe...i think i got it lah..hehe..I was in cloud9...!!hehee!!...I will be working for PC fair! Yay!!!...Finally~BUt i have to learn alot loe...hmmm...I nd alot of help frm the ppl arnd me...so...yoroshiku onegaishimasu!

Tmr i will be going to Desaru wid my family dy~+desmond!gahaha....Im excited ba..!!! teeee heee!!!..awhhh!!!...hehe...hehe...

Im going crazy lah..PAG cmg..I dno what to do...
wish me luck ppl..

peace out...

im baaaaack

2006-11-18T08:57:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!

Hehe...Update you guys about ytd ba..Well..the interview din went on quite well...This is what dat hpn...

iris-(pass the gall the form)
gal-*flip*...who is kean wei?...*des anw*..who is wen li?
iris-me...
gal-you noe anythg about software?
iris-*blur*...*Des went...[say yes..say yes]*..Yes..
gal-*nod nod*
(the gal flip smr and ask the others some ques)...until
gal- every1 lives arnd pelangi except for one...*looks at me*
iris-*nod* i live in perling...
gal-Dats too far away..I myt afraid i cnt consider you..
iris-Im rily okie about it..i got transport...
des-yea..she got her own transport wan..
gal-but we myt work til 1 midnight...your parents myt not let..im sry to tell you dis but we myt not consider you
iris-*keep quiet*...
(gal continue shooting ques)

Aix..der you go...bad ryt?But dad say he wana help me loe...Hopefully he can...hmmm...just try my luck ba..heheeeez..Im okie dnt wry..Neway i had fun hanging out wid the muzzy aft interview...Its been a long time..hmm...hug hugs...love you guys!!...hehehe..And dar dar..thx for the support you gave me..thank you!muaks!

K ba..at 12 i have to go to church for PAG preparation dy...Hopefully everythg will be fine...Chaoz!

hehe

2006-11-17T07:55:00.000+08:00

Im bk~bk..!! IN a sleepy Friday morning~

Darnn...NO MORE SCH FOR THIS YEAR!!!!

Yay!!!!

BUT~~~~~

I still got alot of thgs to do..

List of thgs to do...

1) Settle the prefects nametags asap~
2) My bio assignments..
3) PAG
4) Preparing for Xmas
5) Driving
6) MOre thgs to come

Neway first and foremost i wana say...CONGRATULATIONS to my dear~He just passed his JPJ test~!!Yay!!..Now my turn ooo~But i hvnt even sit for my undang~hehehe!..Very the happy loe...He is oso 3rd in class...while im 10th..tho its not that gd lah...We will definitly work harder nxt yr..Crucial sial..hehehe!!!

And hor..tpday is gna be a long day for me...Y??..Im going for an interview later..(YEa,dad let me out to work dy..hehe)Den after interview i have to go for bio tuition..Very sien loe..I dno if the interview will turn out ryt or not...But i hope and pray that i will get the job...I rly wana try working..hmm...Darn darnnnn~~

Like i say...X`mas coming oooo!!!...Ders alot of thgs i wan for x`mas..But......I dnt think i will get em all...

My xmas list
1) Alfred the teddy(U noe the teddy we c in princess hours...cute ryt??)
2) Clay`s new album
3) Josh Groban`s new album
4) A decent watch...
5) -Darn i forget-...cutesey stf
6) Anythg ppl gv me...! tee hee~~!!!

Lidat loe...liddat loe...Der goes my pathetic life again...tsk tsk~hehhe

bored bored

2006-10-27T13:00:00.000+08:00

Im bored..rily bored..Till i rily dno what to do...

Desmond is in majodi ryt now...I miss him...I miss him company...I almost did wana leave yesterday...Watching him walk away...Knowing dat we can seldom contact is tough..I dno wat to do..Thks ppl..Look what you guys had got me into...Y must you guys do this to me?? Baddies~!!!..My friends...boyfriend all separated...But thank goody i have stef by my side..This camp is very luan lah...I rily dno y must they separate us into 2 diff gps..Its just not it...It is not the easiest way...Its gna make it worst..hurhur...

Sometimes ppl are just like dat..They like taking everythg in their own hand w'o asking for other ppl`s view..Arent we a team?A family?..Y this?...This just sux...

politics ish!!!

Neway,desmond....i miss you...And the 3 muzy too...y must they separate us?...

holidays

2006-10-24T18:05:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl!!!

Im holidaying in Kluang now...Darn...Its not as bad as before since i brought along my laptop and princess hrs dvd~hahaha...so practically i was spending tym warming my butt watching tv and designing wid photoshop~hehehehe!!! Holiday holiday is forever boring ba..btu nw im well prepared,hehehe....exam`s over...everythg is okie...

Dad and mum`s bz having a horror movie MARATHON ryt now..Yea...ryt aft another..aix..me hide one side blog blog blog!!!!!ish~!!!!!...hahahahaha!!!Well,i myt go bk and watch later...just wana cool down alil while,hahahaha~~!!! I long time din blog dy mah...

Well,bk to this new craze im having now...princess hrs..Im not rily crazy over the guy lah...Im crazy about the teddies!!!Yes the teddies!!!..especially xin`s alfred!...i wan it for my xmas pressie..If i can find loe..Hint hint...hehehe..

Life is okie okie to me now lah..parents treat me well...Love life is great...Mental life..OKie..Im in unstable mood now a days...Its my PMS lah..Now that the red ribbon is here...im okie dy..hehehe...I just wana thx my frens who were der for me...DarDar,Stef...and others...thks yea?Im not depress dy...Im stupid lah..cry over nothing~hahaha...

Kk...Im sogning off now...hehe...Taz!!!!

exam`s over!!!

2006-10-16T14:39:00.000+08:00

Hey hey!!!

Guess what!! EXam`s finally over this very day...On tis very day...exam over liao!!!!hehehehe...!
SO darn happy tho i dnt think i did well for it ba..but it`s okie...All i need is rest and more rest now~heheh...and oso...TV!!! and who can forget MUSIC!!! and MOVIES!!!..IM so so so darn happie!...muaks muaks!!!

On the 8 oct 2006 oso..was me and dezy`s one yr anniversary!...Gosh..how time has past..We din rily celebrate ba...But we did had a long chat on tel..Who cares...We do keep each other company ryt?Dats the most important mah... He wrote me smthg..smthg that brgs me to tears..Make me regret what i did a few yrs bk..but having him now...is a gift..i wun...do the same mistake again...=)

Thgs wid me and the others are okie ba...Thgs had change alil...But i try to hollon..very hard in fact...Im glad to have des support behind all these...Being patient wid me...waiting for me etc...thks yea???

I have ntg to write now...Just wana tell all my frens...I miss you guys!!!muaks!!!!

whooooohooo!!!

2006-09-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

YAy yay!!!...

Finally get to go on9...!!!..In the comfort of my new rm smr!!!..hehehe...wana see my new room do yya????...here it goessss________*darn photobucket not working...again!!!*NOOOO!!....LEt us wait yea....

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Haha,well my life was fine..apart frm almost eating in the rain just now,hahaha...!!! Well,school was okie..Did u mentioned be4 dat i got a post in prefect?Yeap??!!!..A total inexperience me is the UP2..aka UNIT PERANCANG 2..Its lie the highest post aft the 3 captains*well it suppose to be KUP but dis yr dnt have KUP so....*Yeap,a more bz me ba...especially now dat i oso got a PAG camp cmg up,hehehe!!!DArn lah...I must study dy!!!

WEll,ytd was my darling elijah`s badae!!!He is two!!!...wowow!!!..He is so so so so so!!! CUTE!!!...hahaha...HAppy bdae!!!..

TOday is me and my boi`s 11th month ooo!!DArn happie ba!hmmm..JUz happy!!!!!!hehehe!!!!

HAppie me

woot!!!!

px

2006-08-31T16:03:00.000+08:00

hey!!!

IM in Kluang now..din plan to blog much..Just wana post the pix of my dear`s pressie~!!

hehe...

Juz

me~

ish ish...

2006-08-26T09:56:00.000+08:00

I noe i noe....

I long time din blog dy...

Wana noe the reason?

It`s becoz im darn bz wid everthg in my life~

Its t r u e...

OKie...lets just tok about the nice part of my life now huh??...Start to update from where i hadnt update lah..soooo...here it goes...

GAry`s and Dear`s bdae/party o wtvr~
hahaha..yeap yeap..i misss summer concert cz of this...but i thank god i went for this instead..cz its so darn pack and boring there...Got to spend sumtym wid dear dear..and he stayed in my house aft dat..Tho we din do much..but for the fact that dear`s bonding wid my family is so..wel...umm...CUTE~!! Dad even offered to fetch him to berjaya to listen to his undang lecture..hehehe!!OH before i forget..the day after gary`s party was dear dear`s bdae ooo!!!..hehhee..bro din get to 34 him lah..cz he immediately conked out after the party...siendao..I din do anythg special for his bdae lah..(sorry)..CZ i got no money..So i make him a pressie instead..Its like a frame..*tough to explain lah-DEar wuld you mind if you take a pix of it and let me post here??*hehe..100% handwork!lolz!!..

School...
Ntg much hpning in sch loe..just prefects prefects and more prefects..Like i say be4..its only pleasant stuf i wana tok about..hehe..So..Yea,my life is much more bta w/o wwf in my life loe..much much more bta..And now is holidays..Got ntg to do lah..Just went to sch on tues-thurs for majlis khas lembaga pengawas prac...it was lame la..But still okie to fill up my empty time time...hehehe!!! So...yeah...~!!

Rojak!!
Well, all in all...I would like to say a huge thk you!!! to all my loved ones(family,dear dear,and mie fwnes)..for making this life worthwhile...im ntg w/o you guys man! Rawk on!!!..Love y`ll!!

AND to one particular or those halangan...
Too bad..so sad but im glad!!!...hahahaha!!!Yes..im refering to you..YOU.....
Y O U..!!!!

l a u g h

i t

o f f

-me

aft a long long time..

2006-08-05T08:18:00.000+08:00

hey...

Long time no blog..*sigh*..!!! SOrrylah~sch`s been hectic and all..hadnt got the time to go online..everythg!!!..NOw even my fingers kaku frm typing! SUm1 help!!!!*only two sentence ady tonnes and tonnes of typo*..NEway,let me updat about my life~hahaha!!!

Well,it is always sch sch sch...Im not kidding!!..:LAst wk juts came bk frm prefect camp~It was okie lah..The jungle trekking part was nice..But all in all is werent rily organise dat well ba..Just okay okay~~hehe!!!..Den on wednesday was my perlantikan pengawas...which was the day those on probation were confirmed as real prefects! The long skirt i tell you!!hahaha,...MAke each and everyone of us look like penguin ny~..ANd now my hair`s short!!!I cut it short short liao!bluek!I dnt k~I like it~hahaha! Tho i lk like a nerd lah!..hahaha!!!

Personal msges to a fw CHOSEN one...

To WWF.
Hey you basketcase!!! do you noe how much i dislike you??YEt you still hang arnd me like a leech??You spoil my day in EC u noe..Aft all the thgs you said and done..HAndt you noe what you have done??I done think so!!Firstly is about godbro..now what~Tryign to criticise me and brg me down?Trying to get high post w/o doing anythg...Wuld you wake up?EVerythg is thru his help! Do u have any idea dat alot of ppl is flg that way dat i do now?..Stop being naive dat every1 likes you wuld you?NO1 care~...IM not caring either...Happy slagging!!! and save the planet...sucker!!!! (L-.-)

To dear.
My personal msg to you will be in our blog..I love you~muaks!!!

To 3muzzy!!
Hey gikiwidits!!!..I noe i hadnt got the time for you guys~IM sorry yea?..I will try my best..I miss the last time muzzy...the holiday mood muzzy wer ev1 was still gikiwidits!hahaha!!!...Neway..to you guys~tk k owes!~

to RAymond.
Hey ray!..Just dropping by to say thanks to drop by here once in a while..I myt not update too often dy...U take k aite??..GOd bless..I wuld drop by DER once in a while too...!choaz!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

Hello

2006-07-09T15:17:00.000+08:00

Hello!!!

Helloe!!!..hahaha...It had been a bz bz bz bz bz week/s..wtvr it is i try to fill everythg up in this limited time i have ba..I`m losing my touch in typing ady..bear wid it yea?..

Yeah,im a bz woman now~hahaha!!..So darn bz dat i dno what to say loe~hahaha!! First wid prefect orientation..den wid club activities den wid homework..den wid tuition..hahaha!..Finally with church..IM a more carefree person now i dnt noe y..I learn not to take everythg seriously..Learn to take most thgs ezly....I`ve been smiling more nowadays..i think..hahaha!!..EXam`s cmg soon..!!! I dnt think im prepared for it..hmmm~

Neway,i am happy now..HAppy wid me dear,happy wid my fwens family and sch..so dnt worry~=)

tadaa~~

2006-06-25T10:20:00.000+08:00

Hear ye!!!

IM bk again!!..After a very bz bz week!!!haha...It of cz involve arnd sch~Alot had hpn..Sum gd sum kinda bad..Well i guess i wuld tell you guys all about it here..*If there is anyone who reads dats it*..

On monday ntg rily hpn lah..Not anythg dat i can remember..hmmm..But tuesday is dramatic..!!My prefect interview..Im sure many of you guys wana noe how it went*i assume*..Let me tell you..it was sucky..INdeed Ken kept his words by not asking me any ques~But worst still dat KWL kept on shooting me wod endless ques!! DEn i so nervie smr!KEn signalled me to leave the place..I broke down right aft dat brging commotion in btwn fellow prefects and pupils..I felt so stupid aft dat..hahaha!!Screw the interview lah..Forget about it~ish!!!I rily have ntg to say loe~hahaha!!Lets not tok about it anymore..Lets tok about Basketball Club ba~hahaha!!! Well,i`ve been runnning up and down for science and basketball club..Mostly for B-ball lah..Let me tell you..I cnt stand sum1 der!..I cnt say who lah...he is just irritating!*Dezy you shld noe who*..hahaha!But hari koperasi for B-ball club went on brilliantly..!..Oh yea..Drg hari koperasi oso i was running up and down for Kelab KONTAK oso~hahaha!Funny lah~I cnt tell everythg dat hpn on that day lah..Too much for me to rmb!hehehe!!!..And yea..I got a new KOr!!hehehe...Not telling who!!bluek!..Yesterday went to FOA..its nt rily as gd as i expected ba..hmmm..But its okie..=D..Church was fine..EVerythg was fine lah~IM happy~=D

-f a l l o u t g a l-

Sch sch sch~!!!..again

2006-06-16T21:25:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl!!

*trying not to use my usual lines again*hahaha!!!..YEap..i am bz wid sch sch and sch..DNt worry tis is not a complain..IN fact im enjoying sch now..This is how sch is suppose to be man!!I felt so welcome der..MAde a few new fwens who welcome me warmly into their lepak gp* tho i do lepak wid sarah and michelle and kysha almost all the time drg rehat*..They are just a bunch of nice ppl lah!!hahaha~I feel so darn sifferent now..VEry happy and contented!!ITs a nice sch lah,.tho its old..I have more chance to participate in the activities der..Gues what..My prefect interview is nxt week!!ON tues !! Wish me luck!!I just hope dey wuld gimme a chance...I never tried being a prefect be4..BUt thinking about the interview make me sweat blood!!!..HELP!!!I just went thru science club interview yesterday..I dare not say it went on well..If now den fine,i be normal member loe..Thanks to that certain fella who kept on shooting me wid ques ba!!!I dwana think about him now..HE IS NOT WORTH IT!!..hahaha!!U watch out fella...JUST WATCH OUT!!..YEapz,and i bumped into KWL a few times..most times in the canteen..SHe cnt even stand straight man!!!And tok properly!!!..hahahaha..=p..ANd nxt friday will be interact interview..I think im trying out lah..hmmm...I have a bunch of cute gals in my class lah..Their personality makes me laugh..Just pure cute loe...!!!.I feel belonged der ba..IM happy~Thkx wAI xin,sarah,michelle,kysha..every1 der for dat...And to kim..IM sorry,i hope dat you will be der too..BUt thgs just dnt go our way ba..Its okie yea??We`re still te muzzy ryt??hehehe!!!!

Well,dats all for now ba...I have ntg more to say..Wish me luck for my future interview..Cheerios!!!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

bk bk bk!!

2006-06-07T10:34:00.000+08:00

hey peeps,

long time no blog..again!!*i think ppl is starting to get sick if i keep on using this line*..hahaha!!!..Neway..Yeapz,i have ntg on today so i decided to highlight everythg dats been hpning for the last few days!!..hehehe!!!I shall start on...

saturday
its D-DAY!!!My duty as a cantor!!Its that day??..!!..hahaha!!Was in church in 1.30 loe..prac and prac and prac!hahaha..I was stil very nervous nervous!!!!SO time passes as KIm fetched us to KOPITIAM KIM and we tok..Yeapz..kim fetched us der!hahaha~!!..den bk to her house to lepak alil~Den bk to church again for ONE FINAL PRACTICE!.MOre like final destination to me!...hehehe..NEway..i think i did okie ba..MUm say i was rily shaky at first..I was shievring up der loe...Just scared lah!!!...Sharon and melvin did extremely well on the reading!..HArd work everyone!!But its worth it..I came home..Rily KO-ed dat night..or did i???hahaha..bother!!!

sunday
AHaha,wake up early for breakfast...hehehe!!DEn did ntg loe..watch one in a million..den after went out shopping wid mum and dad~!!hahaha!!!..Learn sum shopping tips frm em..Den bought some ingredients to cook spaghetti~hehehe!!LOng time no cook ady...decided to cook tonyt*as in tonyt...*...hehehe!!!...Well,grams and aunts frm kluang cae down for a 2 nyts stay here..long long journey ahead!!..hehehe~

monday
Nothing rily hpn today...but i noe smthg hpn lah~!!hehehe..Today is the first day of Henry TAn maths tuition..I tell you dat tchr keep on shooting zadao remarks!!..hahaha!I was blur der loe..but when i cm home and do tose exercises it seemed to be quite ez ba~hahaha!!After tuition ryt...*dad,mum,my2 aunts in the car*..while on the way home..my mum show me..eh your fwen..i look to my ryt,i saw des walking home.hahaha..SHockingly..my dad wind down the window and offered to fetch him home..he declined for his house near by ny..I was darrn shocked loe!..hahahaha!!!Den mum kept on saying dat he grew alot frm last time..aix!!!

tues
Dats yesterday,morning and all still okie ba..MY dad called my mum in the afternoon saying that my appeal to EC aint approved!..I was darn shock!!..Almost cried liao..my mum kept on consoling me..aunt offered to call her fwen to help..calling halfway,dad came bk...i try to hide my swollen eyes loe..go to toilet wash my face..When i came out..my um started laughing..DAd sheepishly pull out 3letters frm the newsppr!DArn i was trackied again!..Typical dad!ughs!!!...hahahaha...Den i have CHem tuition aft dat..it was okie ba..DAd fetched Des home..ANd DEs was terrified!!cute lah he..!!Everythg went on well loe~hehehe!!

Today!!just started lah...I dno what will hpn..but i noe today lunch and dinner i kau tim!!..hehehe!!looking fwrd to cook!...Neway dats all for today ba~TAta!!!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

la la lalalala~

2006-06-02T11:47:00.000+08:00

OKie okie...

IM bk to blog again after a very long liao~So i just kinda gv u guys insights on what had been hpning recently...As you guys noe,my modem was down..Hence i cnt go on9 often...aix..

Well,what hpn on sat ah?Oh!!..my responsoral psalm prac!..It was..not rily gd ba..I think i was very pitchy loe..aix!..Neway~shar gave me a belated bdae pressie!!A wand!!..Thankie shar!!!..hehehe...ON Sun..ntg hpn loe..JUst plain boring lah..Den on monday went out for sum outing wid des,shar ad bro...Went out watch da vinci loe..The front part darn..ugh!!The one on Silas the albino monk!...DArm kao wek loe!!But the whole show darn stupid ba...ANd dan brown was paid to be stupid..Shake head lah whey!I rly got ntg to say oe..But all in all..The outing was grt ba...Pierre after ask me and des out for a double date~aix..Nxt time ba pal!...I cnt go out liao..Ntg hpn btwn those days ba...Ytd was my daaddyy bdae loe!..hehehe..We din rily do anythg ba..He dwana celebrate~aix!!

Well,today i rily got ntg to do loe..Dezy out in singapore..HIs darling singapore..I miss him lah whey!!...hurhurhur!!!!!!.....NTg more...TA!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

sch sch!!!!ish!

2006-05-26T13:21:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl~

GUuess what!!Today is d last dae for me in sigs!!!..Yippie!!!Yay!!...hahaha~But in sch ah..Got tummyache..ache till like i almost wana die..IM not exagerrating ba..NOw only can eat porridge..tsk tsk..I completely got no appetite now loe!!!

Ish..btoher lah..Let us dnt tok about this ba..Spoil my mood ny..Well,im no more in sigs!!!YAy!!!..Haha..BTW the stupid epileptic fits Taylor Higgins won the american idol..And i completely dissagree wid the results..Katherine Mc Phee can sing way better den him..And looks way better den him too!!..Ylah~!!!Bother but the highlight of the show is...........CLAY CLAY CLAY!!!...AHhhh!!!..He darn hot now loe..Make me high ny!!!...So happy lah wei!!...hahaha~

Wells i updae nxt time ba.>Mebe got a lil time since its like 2wks break~And EC HERE I CM!!!..hehehe~~~

-f a l l o u t g a l-

Sch!!!

2006-05-19T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hey people,

Sorry for not posting for such a long time ba...Cz im sorta "bz"...wid what??..>Sch of cz..FOr those who dnt know ryt?Im now in sigs ba..And my life there was as terrible as..I rily dnt noe..Been der for a wk..I still cnt seem to adapt well to their lifestly der ba..I rily dnt noe y...The tchrs der unfwenly..Snobbish students..Ish!..I rily dno loe..Thkie my dad helping me to get into EC!!!..hahaha!!..Yay!!I rily dnt noe such sch existed ba...Granted..it is convent`s long time rival and all...Aix...I rily have no comments ba..i rily rily wana go EC ba..!!!*Well,i can go der*..Lets not tok about sch nemr ba..Its tires me out!~~

Hmm..Other den sch..ntg else hpn ba..LIfe`s still as boring as ever since we hvnt start learning yet..So yea loe..Me now tking tuition..4of em man..mon to thurs all tuition man!...Hectic loe!!..I rily like..dnt noe wat to do ba..Bt i rily have to strive this yr...Its STPM man..I rily have to get into med!..I have to!!!...hahaha~!!!...I can do it~=)

I have ntg to write anymr ba...Till nxt time..*DAt wuld be nxt wk*..Ta~

-f a l l o u t g a l-

Pleasant date!

2006-05-09T11:17:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!!!

Well,im bk to blog again ba~Ntg much hpn nowadays ba~hehe!!..Im here to tok about yesterday!..Well its me and dear`s 7th month loe..So we went out to CS to catch a movie..Well,im not trying to be a movie critic or what but MI:III is so...OUT!!..hahaha!!The movie dnt make any sense at all loe..But the gd thg is i get to spend sum time wid him ba..Im just glad..After dat,Kim joined the both of us ba..Well,i do hope she feel better liao..=)..Haha,Den we went to sch to get our form6 offer letter..That`s just sucky cz ryt~we`re placed in SIGS!!..Dammit ba~!!!..hurhur!!..But nvmlah..Its ny for like half a yr ryt??...So i dun k lah..Just go der and study well can liao..Kim went bk soon after dat..The both of us walk arnd smr be4 i went home ba..Everythgs nnice ytd..I have ntg to tok about liao ba..Mebe have tp wait till my tummy`s filled wid food!..hahaha!!!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

stupid connection!!!!

2006-05-05T11:21:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!!

sorry for not updating this darling of mine for a long time liao..U noe y??U NOE WHY??..Cz my freaking connection got prob~Dah lah the stupid phoneline got stick when i was away(pre-PMPC)..So chia lat loe!!...At least still can call ba~Or else i will die!!!..(Y i cn on9 nw??)..Nah!!..Its not yet repaired you noe!!..I was just trying my luck den can enter~lolz!!!So i better type everythg be4 it gets dc-ed again and cnt connect bk..shyts!!!...

Well for the pass few days thgs had been fun for me..Not that fun..but okie lah..Went thru this "adult" and "deep" thg called the pre-PMPC..The sharing was deep ba..but all in all..it cool..coulpe of new fwens and experiences ba~I gv u the highlights here aite??

29 apr
Well,reach there at 1o`clock sharp..my fwens nt here yet..so wait wait and wait loe...while waiting i was on the fon wid dear ba~Arnd me were several uncles and aunties walking arnd..A couple of unknown youths tho..Frm the language they using..they must be frm the chinese youths ba~..I was in Gp5 ba..No other youth der except for me..Well,ders 1 young adult ba..(he`s in charge so i assume loe)..Still he is an adult mah..he is only managing the campus ministry~Sien dao loe...After steve,lucia,adeline reach liao..we go check in den lepak in La`s office..shuang loe!!...We were playing arnd der till its like time to get redi ba..I was hollering arnd for cheesecake and coffee for i was darn tired and hungry(adeline soon tell my dear`s sis about it..shy shy)..So it began it a praise and worship session loe..The fw of us still very the sesat ba..haha..After alot of talks and the speech of Bishop~(he spoke in 4languages+tamil too)..WE were allowed to go out to have tea lah~hahaha!!.After dat Adeline and Steve cabut liao...shuang dao!!!!...hahaha..After a short intro by Fr. Jojo and Micahel Bay(my gp facil)..Gp session ..My gp member aint as hippy as other gp..(for me myself ady almost dead der)...The gp facilitator was a frendly one..and maxwell too~One aunty was extremely gd to me ba(aunty philomena frm cic)...thank you for trying so hard to make me feel belonged~!!(half way ny Ian came into the hall)...hahaha!! Well,the title of the workshop aka sharing was...what changes and develope in the last 10yrs have taken place and how have these afffect my life as a Catholic..This is tough for me as 10yrs bk..i was only a like 8yrs old??...hahaha~But the facil make it ezier for me ba..Its still tough tho~hahaha!!!...Haha..Thk goody its rest time!!!..Went mandi...and makan once more..Now the Adoration part start~!!..haha..Me and Lucia chose to wakil the english speaking gp to light up the pascal candle seh!!WAHHH~haaha!!!..But i almost fell aslp half way thru taize~!!..Paiseh!!..hehe~AFter dat another preak..marking the end of the day..and guess what..on the way..i saw JOSEPH!!!..damn~..tho he seemed to avoid me lah..but who cares~!!Long time no see ba~Ian drove us to Taman Molek to makan supper(The restaurant wer steve and i refer to the touchstone mamak)..And makan makan~~!!!...And i ate more den steve..Its not that i wana compete but i din noe i fnshed everythg!!..I din noe!!..And yea~i won steve!!..Going bk to the dome..Had a long tok wid dear be4 i zzzzzzz!!!

30 apr
Woke up by sum irritating peeps ba..But well,Lucia and i decided to go mandi at La`chalet instead~..lolz!!Den after dat got mass loe~!!..haha!!..After mass den makan liao!(breakfast)..Our first speaker of the day was Dr Jeffrey Goh..A funny dude ba~(in the beginning tho i did admit of losing interest at the bk)..He is just interesting loe~~BTW i made 3 new frends ba..Desmond Ho,Jasmine Yau,and Patricea frm mlk!!..So nice to hang out wid em lah!!..Bk to the tok..haha!!..Yealah~liddat loe.Teabreak(nt suppose to)..thnk you steve for the pau!!!.Then off to the nxt workshop session liao..In the light of malaysian realities and church`s teachings especially the universal call to Holiness, what are the insights i have gained about my vocation as a lay person~ DAmn i rily dno how to answer this loe!!..Damn so chim like dno what!!..I managed to sail thru ba~hahaha!!!Drg reporting session,all the lawyers actually came out man..So its like a debating session going on in frnt!...lolz...It does not interest me neway!!...haha..Asking Dr Jeff(also a awyer)..to clarify matters ba..U get the picture!!..Its like lunch liao..But after a short wan..We went bk to the hall to prac wid the mlk youth for praise and worship tnight!!...hehe!!..Nxt session is a boring wan ba..Din have anythg to rmb about it..haha!!!//Then workshop liao loe..How do we live in the spirituality of communion as laity and as people of God..Worst den just now..I was rily blank ba~!!!...ish!!!Reporting,rest and dinner liao..After dat,we the youth rawk the house!!Yippie!!..Des Ho did a tremendous job ba..havng lucia ian and i on stage doing the actions!..And the adults were a rawking bnch~Jas and Pat beautiful voice~WOW!!!..Sadly they have to leave liao...Exchanging contacts..the rest of us move on..Since steve not arnd..We stayed te night in mjd in ians car!!blasting songs away!!..Finally i decided to go bk..and have a gd night chat wid dezy..den join the other gals wid their night stories(those frm campus ministry)..zzz

1may
Woke up early plus a mornig call frm dezy!!..hahaha~Its the last day!!...we start wid a morning prayer animated by the campus ministry..we had breakfast..a very quick one be4 another hardcore talk and workshop~This talk is interesting ba..Jacob Dass did highlight a few stf about the youth dat the adults must noe den we off to another workshop..In recommiting ourselves in the Vision and Mission Statement and in the light of the challenges posed by present realities, what areas of mission do we need to emphasize..This is not that bad ba..I manage to share smthg abotu the youths ba..Den the reaporting session liao..Shortly after dat..Another mass(multi-lingual)..and bishop speaks tamil again!!..haha...Den tata to everybody!!!...

Went to Giant wid my parents after dat...Met both Joseph..and Kim..hha!!...Den went home after a tiring day~

Well,a few days ago had a tiff wid my mum ba..It isnt my fault..I rily dnt understand her ba~..Well,hope thgs will be alryt sn..Till den~and nxt tym..TA~

-f a l l o u t g a l-

Har!!!

2006-04-25T10:15:00.000+08:00

HEy hey~

Yea,i noe..Its been a long time since i blogged~but nvm..Im now highlighting some events dat happened recently~!!..hahha...Not many but hey,!!...I try my best to blog..ryt ryt???

Well,it started off on fri where my dad "rescued" a small lil birdy who fell frm a tree in my house..*i duno if you call dat a tree or not lah*...BUt hey,to my surprise...dad decided to keep it!!...I was rily excited bk den!...NO doubt dat bird actually fell on my head at one point wer the "mum" trying to fly her sumwer nicer...I was jumping arnd making a big fuss that its a moth!!...hahaha~C`mon they`re both brown in colour..Cnt blame me ryt??ish~!!!!

So Saturday morning~woke up early just to take a peek at Birdy*that`s what i named it*..hahaha!!!..Well,my dad came home early to move birdy`s house~!!..hahaha..Frm an aquarium which we put her in the previous day,to a hamster cage~!!..So cute!!.>.Decided to take sum pix of it!!..hahaha...~Here it is!------------

Haha!!...Yeap!!..Dat`s birdy~WHile taking pix of her~Dat sampat Kiki was making a hell of a noise~So i decided to take sum pix of her too~hahaha!!!~...Sooner dat afternoon~I went to church for Youth Mass prac..My bro did a gd job drg prac lah~He was so shy..heesssshhh!!...hahaha!!!...But hey,im sure he will improve tho~DEn,the usual 4of us when to our usual hang out place in Dining Room..hahaha!!Mass was okie..I was slpy the whole time ba..I just think its the music!!..lolz..Its noce but nt drg that kinda of slpy weather ya noe..But Andrew,Kim(Reading)..Great Job..And the musicians too!!..not choir~So not choir!!!Drng BoB mtg dat nyt~I realised dat my Jap notes left in church!!..DAmn i panic!!..Kind hearted Dezy dear decided to help me search for it in church ba..*thks dear*..

Early Sunday morning dad announced that Birdy`s dead..Yea~dead~!!..I sms`ed Dezy dear telling him dat she is dead~NO point mourning over it ba~..haha..There`s a gd news too..Dezy found my file!!...Yay~BUt the prob is..how is he gona pass it to me??..We decided to go out loe..CZ if he cms to my house my kaypoh neighbours will make a lot of noise ba..I asked my dad and mum!!..THEY LET!!...OUR FIRST OFFICIAL DATE!!..So happy loe..SO eager too!!...hahaha!!!

Hmmm..yeap yeap its monday!!..I clear up everythg be4 getting redi for my date wid dezy~hahaha!!!..Met up in CS at 12.00 ba..WE came a lil earlier loe..Went up to buy cinema tix..DEn we decided to go down to Secret Recipe to makan loe..haha..We lepak der till like 12.45 liddat den we decided to walk arnd CS for a lil while be4 going up to the theather~lolz!!...The movie was nice and cute~Its called MY Girl..AN indon movie actually~hahaha!!..ABout the innocent fwenship btwn a boy named Jimmy and gal named Nina~In JImmy`s attempt to be accepted by a gp of other boys in sch..he hurted Nina..Well,the story goes on as Nina moved away and Jiimmy got a wedding invitation frm NIna~Quite tragic yet an innocent show~nice!...After the movie~We walk arnd smr...Den DEzy brought me to his ex working place..Crossover to show me the dressing rm dat Daniel used~Lame actually~hahaha!!! WE met up wid Sharona nd Pierre oso walking arnd at the time..After sum time we decided to lepak tgr in Starbucks instead~hahaha!The four of us sat down and chatted...lolz~It was fun tho~But son i gotta leave liao!!...haha..Thks dear for the special day yea???...=D

HAha,dats all for now...Till den~Tataa!!!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

hmm~

2006-04-21T12:32:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps~

Guess what!!..I finally let smthg off my chest liao..smthg important...I just feel so damn glad and nice now..Glad dat my dad trust me..Glad dat everythg`s working out the way it shuld be..But i noe thw major obstacle aint now..Its cmg...But i duno when...The real test of commitment..But i have faith in the both of us...I wana take this real far...But for now..I wana concentrate on my studies...and leave the future aside first..DAts all i have to say now..WHat is it about...Well u gotta find me personally...I think my close fwens will understand..

Dats all for now...Ta~

-f a l l o u t g a l-

Dr Tan!!!

2006-04-19T13:30:00.000+08:00

Haha~~

Sorry sorry long time no blog liao~Just got no mood to do dat loe..Hmm,anyhow i will try to squeeze everythg inside here ba~

Firstly,Easter~haha!!..Its ntg ba..JUst go for mass loe..at nyt..Damn,i was slpy~!!..hahaha..But i got to sit in btwn my best fwen and bf!!!..Damn so nice loe..!!Den not that slpy liao ba~ BUt Fr`s singing damn..*no comments*..haha~ Goody thg ba..After the *no comments*..Alleluia..Got Ozzies~nice nice wan!...Stef was giggling away..me too actually~!!!hahaha!!!But the choir was okie ba..*the musicians were grt!!!*...NOt for a certain songs tho..*ahem ahem*..Adeline,Angila,Colin,Kenneth,Andrew(both)..SAra,Yvonne,Oz...GRT JOB!!! Thks for the Easter spirit!!..hahaha~~...

Nxt stop is Easter itself ba~Yeap on Sun~!!!..My grams frm kluang came down for her check up ba...I decided to go wid her this time..to JOhor specialist..*My mum say the doc very funny so i decided to check it out**Des dear,dun roll your eyes*..He is not only funny..HE IS CUTE!!!!!!!..Gosh!~~..HE is an orthopaedic...Name???...DR TAN KOK KEONG!!!...1st floor of Johor specialist~hehe!!..He is just so cute loe..His mandarin not very gd..So explaining stuff to my grams...wid his actions and broken mandarin??...HAHA!!! DEn on monday ryt??I got ntg to do so i surf arnd wid the comp loe...Guess what i actually found his pix!!!..haha...wan me to post mah??...But i alil malu loe...IN the pix he looks different ba..I tell you real life ryt he looks like the MAlaysian version of ex-superman aka the host of ripleys~haha!!! Wana see his pix mah???..He rily look cacated lah...!!!...Kk...I decided...WHo wana c pix..Just tell me i show you over the msn loe~hehehe!!!DR TAN!!..*note to kim~haha!!..he is like that dr yap in your heart*...aaaww!!!!..

Haha,...what else i wana say wan ah??..Actually ntg liao ba~Sorry for the dead blog yea??I will try to updat it more often kiez???Thats for now~Tata~!!!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

My pleasant bdae~

2006-04-13T12:11:00.000+08:00

Hey~~

Yea yea its my bdae...But more to a bad-day ba~~I rily duno what to do loe..Im stuck at home..ALONE..Des in s`pore to help sharon wid smthg..Dad bad mood...What a gd day ryt??But thk God got Ray teman me ba~hahaha!!!..Des ah??Thks for teman-ing me this morning..I duno i just have to hear your voice ba~Dun wori k??Im all fine...=)..My bdae every yr same wan~aix...I rily hope to have my dream bdae loe~~Whats my dream bdae ah??Hmm..dat will be all my loved ones here wid me..Celebrating it~Having fun..chatting...hmmm...I wonder if this every hpns~...Well...I rily speechless now ba~...Happy Birthday to me....

-f a l l o u t g a l-

Bdae eve

2006-04-12T13:12:00.000+08:00

Hey`

Happy birthday eve to me!!!YAy!!!...lalala~~~Im gona be 18 tmr liao~!!So happy sial~!!...BUt there aint gona be anythg special this yr ba..Well,yesterday was~hehe!!I went out wod the muzzies!!To CS and lepak!!

Reach der arnd 12.00 wid my bro by cab,my dad bz so cnt fetch..Kim greeted me derAnd passed me my pressie..*thks*..!!!Den finally Stef arrive..~~hahaha!!!W/o hesitating we went up to Neway to book place mah..We book the 2o`clock wan~haha..Den have to wait long long loe..We go walk arnd smr..Finally we end up makaning smthg called the snow ice haha..Den,chatted fr a while den lepak arnd again..Walk....walk...walk...............we went to CD-Rama~They were playing Danny`s song!!Haha~!!!Damn so niceloe..I think ppl who pass by me myt think that im a freak!!hahaha!!!Walk smr....2o`clock liao...Off we go to Neway!!!Wat else can we do der ba...Sing song loe~!!..We were creating havoc lah!!..I think those ppl der shuld be shaking their heads and all...But hey,we had fun!!..Thats what happen loe..Others all...Just the GIkiwidit us noe ba~hehe!!

I have ntg to write liao ba~This blog is getting nower~aix........

-f a l l o u t g a l-

Long long time

2006-04-06T12:49:00.000+08:00

Hey,

I hdnt blog for such a long time liao lah..Ntg rily hpn loe..So i dun c a point of blogging anyway...I think i myt cancel this blog liao ba~hmm..Nwadays my appetite was huge..EVery 4hrs gotta eat de you noe..I even dreamt of food man~My mum owes ask me..WEr did all the food go man!!!..haha..I oso duno myself..Mebe i just culdnt be help adi la..Or is it true dat i only started growing now??No ah..Im still short and skinny~..Sheesh!!..haha..I bother lah..Im comfy wid myself den can lioa..Till den ba~BYe bye!!!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

bk frm church

2006-04-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

Heya~~

I just came bk from church~~Yay!!..AT least i got smthg to blog about today~Umm well,today is youth meeting again..NTg special ryt??hahaha..But it IS smthg special~~Cz its d Agape Meal~~~!!!! Hmm,mebe to those ppl reading outder still duno whats so happening about it..well~~hahaha..I just tok about it here loe..Make you guys faham a lil while~haha..

Well,I`m suppose to reach Leo aka Stef house at 2pm..But i went 15 minutes early loe..So the both of us lepak alil while in her room..while waiting for Keo aka Kim~hahaha..After a while..Keo sampai~hahaha..We had fun toking chatting and all~haha... Its been a long time since the muzzy did dat ba~BUT~~!!!..sumhow we are grateful for 3new installment in our happy 3MUZZY inc.

Sharon=grasshopper
Desmond=Fly
Ian=earthworm~

Hahaha!So,we are now the 3muzzy+fly+grasshopper+earthworm inc~hahaha... ONe big happy family~~..So yea..at 3.30pm..3muzzy went to church for youth mass prac loe..Den got sum last minute job frm SUM1..about sum camp..ugh~~!!!!..After dat~ the 6 of us hung out in our usual place again~hehehe!!..Dining Room..haha..I was so damn high i shuld say~Sharon was doing her trademark giggling again~hahaha..She is genuinely cute ba~ Den we tok tok tok..den the time has come for us to go bk to church..(-_-").. I was avoiding sum1 lah..Thks Des for helping me,hehehe!!!

Mass was smthg indeed!!..Des played the guitar(first time)..Gd job man!!!..Thumbs up!!!..Me as usual was guiding the commentator ba!!..
Chrsitine was gd!!..Everybody did a gd job well done ba!!..So proud!!..hahaha..Umm,then off to dinner!!!...I werent hungry at all lah..So i ask Des to order bee hoon for me instead..But i oso cun fnsh~I let the poor guy makan my share~hahaha...*We were the only ones left tho*..We rushed to go bk to church mah..So nt that sesat~hehehe...ut we get to spent sum time alone walking hand in hand..Din do dat for such a long time liao~haha..=)...

Haha,den we reach chuch to find that our room was occupied loe!!WTF!!...But after asking La,we kindly ask em to leave ba~DEn we prepare for the aGAPE mEAL~hehe.. Thats was nice!Got wine(But limited)..Bt the best is still the lamb!!haha...yummeh!!...Its just nice ba~hehehe...After dat~We went out and guess what??Steve got pizza!!hahaha...And the volswagon~gosh!!!..Im high!!..lolz~A few minutes later i gtg ba~Parents reach liao!...haha...

So dats all for now loe~hehehe...At leats i got smthg to write about ba~Typical~hahaha..Till den..Nites!!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

IM still bored

2006-03-28T12:26:00.000+08:00

OKie okie...

I rily have ntg to post..*as usual*..Hmm..Hmmmmmmmmmm....Life is rily unlike life to me nowadays~*except for Sat*..I rily duno what to do at home..Honestly dats the reason y my blog`s been so damn dead nowadays~..I have ntg to write about~!!!!...hahaha...

I noe im lame but that`s the way i am..OKie..I better stop all these crap be4 nobody wuld wana read my blog..(seriously)

-f a l l o u t g a l-

bored

2006-03-26T15:22:00.000+08:00

Hey!!!

Its like Sunday again??..haha..Its bored ba~..I got ntg to do..So was editing my fwenster page for a lil while~hahaha..DEn..bk to my normal self once again~sigh~..hahaha

Well,lets tok about yesterday ba~...Hmm...I went to church loe..Was commentating for sunset mass..*1st time leh*I mean..IN normal mass lah..Is more scary den youth mass i shuld say~The uncles and aunties were gving me DAT stare...I was so...UGH!!!...Is like you do mistake or no mistake oso...LOOK~..Den i screwed up loe!..Pissed ba~~BUt i`m okie now..I duno if i wana do dat again or not~sheesh~~haha

Neways just dropping by at my dead blog..Ntg to write tho~..hahaha..Till den..Tata!!!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

Just some videos!!

2006-03-22T13:50:00.000+08:00

Hey!!!..hahaha

Umm...IM soooo into JJ nowadays~Theres this video where he looks so freaking cute~Look at the way he dance ba!!Cute dance move!!!!hahahaha...

It myt be small ba~~ unless you wana watch a bigger version wan~ Just click on the screen above it will take you straight to youtube yea???Kawaii!!!..JJ JJ JJ!!*sing it wid me baybeh!!* JJ JJ JJ!!!..hahahahaha~~

Well,i have ntg to do ba..So im just like surfing arnd here loe~hahaha...Found smthg on Rain..*This korean actor/singer/dancer*..He`s so damn hot!!!..check him out below yea??Check out his moves baybeh!..NOw this is what i meant by TURN ON..woot!!! Im nvr interested in Koreans de..But Rain is an exception ba~Cz he dun have the Bae Hyung Joon de Gay look~Bae just sucks!!...hahaha~..Rain rulez!!!!..forever!!!hahaha...JJ JJ JJ~~*oopps*..It`s RAINing~~hahaha...

He is HOT~~hahaha..OKie ba i better control myself be4 anythg hpns~lolz~~..*For guys who reads this*Im sorry~..any special request??hahaha..Till den~Tata!!!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

all bout girls and gaming~

2006-03-21T11:06:00.000+08:00

Haha~

Well i have ntg to do at home so i dig out sum of my old mag to read..i came across this edition of PCGamers and started flipping it..Den i came across an article that strucks my attention..Its rily interesting...Read on to noe more yea?

I`d been alwiz trying very hard to play sum games...I juz culdnt get the hang out of it..unlike my brother~lolz..The article sort of tell me why..It said "MOst women and girls play vidoegames infrequently at best, and usually when it involves other ppl-or the men in their life. Males on the other hand have no problem playing alone, and many of them become game addicts."..This staement i have to say is true...I nvr will complete a level of maple story w/o my bro`s help(honestly)..hahaha..I felt that i was like useless in this kinda crap!..hahaha..Even i have probs in controlling the car in Need For Speed UNderground..lolz!!!..My bro`s alwiz laughing his head of when he sees me car fly all over the place!..hahaha...So,how can our gender make such differences??..

"Women['s eyes] have more rods than men, and as a result have better peripheral vision(peripheral= of, relating to, or being the outer part of the field of vision)..They see better in dark and take in more at a glance than men. Men have more cones than women, allowing them to see one segment of the visual field in greater detail and with better depth perception than women" Hmm..Deep eh?NOt bullshit oo~..Proven by scientist wan~Read on...

"Rods [female], named for their cylindricical shape are extremely light sensitive. Like trip wires,they detect the slightest movement in a visual field..they see in dim light and appreciate the totality of the visual field, seeing images as gestalts(a structure, configuration, or pattern of physical, biological, or psychological phenomena so integrated as to constitute a functional unit with properties not derivable by summation of its parts)..Rods share with the right brain the ability to perceive reality all at once.."

"Cones [male],in contrast, congregate densely in a small spot in the central part of the retina..and accordingly,are the focal point of vision. Cones have two attributes. They aprreciate colour and intensify clarity. Concentrating on one aspect of reality at a time, cones view the visual field as if through a tunnel"

"The eye divides every scene into two major elements: figure and ground. Figure is visualise sharply and in detail; background provides the content within which the fugure resides. The cones[male] best see figure; the rods[female] best see ground."

Deep deep stuff i noe...I think after these examples you will noe what i mean~hehehe...

1. A man is walking down the street with a woman when he spots a beautiful/cool sportscar!!..lolz~speeding by..He says.."Oh!! Did you see that car??" The woman looks confused. Her gaze takes in the whole street, all the car buildings and ppl moving. She cun pick out the car from everythg else. "Where?" she asks..And the car is gone~

2. A man and woman are walking to their bus stop. The woman comments: "Oh!!!..Doesnt the street look beautiful today??" The man glances up looking confused..She sees him mentally take a step bk to see the view."Very" he replies after a moment~

3. A couple is watching and action flick at the cinema..The man exclaims.."Did you see that move??" He turns twrds his female companion. Her eyes are half closed and she looks slpy. "mmm??" she says..She was thinking about the landscape behind the battle scene; anticipating the flanking strategy by the opposition~

Hahaha...now i felt better..Im not the only gal bad at gaming!!..Its the gals genes!!!..hahaha...Yay!!!....Hand tired liao!!..Till den~Tata!!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

damn so bored

2006-03-19T12:49:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps...

IM bk to blog again~Tho i have ntg to blog about~hahaha..Well,wanted to blog yesterday~But i cun blog twice ryt?Dat will be..i duno~hahaha..Yesterday YDmtg..Ummm i cun say its fun ba~MOre like a meaningfull thg to me..I hadnt got a time to attend the way of the cross in church every Friday(due to my Jap class).. BUt yesterday rily calmed me down...Yea,i have my own "fan2 nao3"...I duno..After looking at the prayer i wrote being burned into ashes..I knew sumhow,sumway God will answer my prayers..Im confident that He will...=)

Well,we did the stations of the cross yesterday~Make me realise how hectic my life had been these days~I had drifted so far away frm Him..Yesterday~I felt belonged again..I felt HIs presents..Protecting me,defending me frm being hurt again...I finally let go of my past hurts and sorrows..Moved on with life~Thks Lord~...=)...I realise i dun cry anymore..I dwan to..Cz i noe He watch over me and my fwens~...

Thank you~Family fwens God~~everyone for being who you are to me..Becoz of you guys i am who i am today~Thk you~~...

-f a l l o u t g a l-

hey~

2006-03-18T08:05:00.000+08:00

Hey yea ppl..

I noe its very very early in the morning..sheesh..Blame it on my tummy~Its hurting since yesterday..But when im blogging now..OKie liao lah..My weight drops drasticly..I rily duno y..I`ve been eating,yes,but why the weight drop~I now 40kg..For a typical gal..Its scary..Being skinny is no gd..Cz i noe..Damn!..I rily duno what to do..Im scared smthg myt be wrg wid my body..No matter how much i ate i will still be 40 or 42...Its scaring me~..sigh...I seriously nd help..I dwana be thin..Im going beyond thin now~I dwan....

Im tired...rily tired..I duno what had hpn to me..Sigh.actually i duno y...I shuld be happy cz today is a Saturday!...Got YD mtg!..Yay!!..I wuld just go there and forget all my weighty probs ba..Says who being thin is gd?No way!!!!!!!..Till den ba..Tata~

-f a l l o u t g a l-

day day day

2006-03-16T15:35:00.001+08:00

Hello ppl~

Yea~honestly i duno what to blog about ba~..I sorta got over my results liao..i c no point in dat ba~..Desmond now applying for poly oo~~So im rily free lah..Got ntg to do..My monthly best fren paid me a visit yesterday~Pain sial!!!..So im rily hopeless now~hmm...Klah..Waiting for my Form6 now..Dat will be sumwer in June loe~Desmond plak start poly on april~Nvmba i still got my gikiwidit muzzy arnd ryt??..I rily hope thgs will be alryt ba~hmm..Im in pain now ba~Later still wana mop the floor~aix!!..Till den loe~Tata~

-f a l l o u t g a l-

sad sad day

2006-03-13T12:42:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps..

Just got bk my results ba..I noe i shuldnt feel this way but yea..Im feeling sad~..Got a C u noe..Yea,mebe i expected too much frm me ba..My result is 4A1 4A2 1B3 1C5...aix...I noe i shuld be happy ba..but i duno..Im rily feeling down now..But i got smthg to celebrate ba..My dear got straight A`s..So damn proud of him de u noe...

Hmm...Well,every1 did their best ba~Dats what im proud of...OKie..till den ba..Bye~

-f a l l o u t g a l-

im bored~

2006-03-12T16:35:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl~

Tomorrow is the day liao~..Im scared~rily scared..I rily hope what i had did preparing myself for spm rily did paid off..I rily duno how will i score~Damn!!..Help me to overcome this fear~..Im scared..so rily scared...I have ntg rily to say now...Hoping and wishing thru the night~...Ta`

-f a l l o u t g a l-

Blogging!!

2006-03-10T10:01:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!!

I have ntg rily to blog today ba..BTW,Welcome bk to cyber world Des!!..haha.. hmm..What to do today leh??...hmm..OKie i have smthg to show you guys!!..The official DepressedGalz poster,hahaha....zadao ryt??...got 3 only lah..Click on the link below the thunbnails for the actual size..Cz it just wuldnt fit here yea??

DepressedGalz official poster_1

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DepressedGalz official poster_2

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DepressedGalz official poster_3

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Haha..its all for the fun of it ba..I was larfing like mad..The photo quality aint dat gd ba..Kim u can make another few if you wan..So we got more promotional poster~..Well,the band is DepressedGalz..(me,kim,stef,bev).. First album=Trauma~..hahaha.. Our Camera man cum manager,Desmond!.. lolz!!...First song!! Single yet to disclose...Enjoy yea??

OKieba,just another day today...Yesterday was fine ba..Had a serious tok wid dad..It made me nervous man..Duno how well will i do for my spm..I dwana dissapoint em you noe..sigh..I will having my jap class today too!!..haha..Duno what sensei will teach us today!!..Cun wait ba!!

Haha..I duno what to blog liao ba..Oh yea!!Happy Bdae Sharon!!!..Take k fwens!!...Tata!!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

sien

2006-03-09T12:49:00.000+08:00

...sigh~

Another day loe...haha...Just had my triple butter and cheese sandwich for my lunch!!But im still hungry!!..Wel,,there ntg in the fridge for me to cook mah...So i made a multi calcium/protein/carbo rich food to keep me going!!..hahaha..I wana be tall mah..Or else ppl owes say me very small size..say liddat very cute wor..Wer got cute lah..Anyone can be cute but me?cute?...NO way lah wei!!haha...So,i hv to gambatte!!..to gain weight~tho owes tak berjaya wan...

Well,just tok to kim on9..taught her a few jap words~lolz~...Kiki`s fine liao..Can jump arnd liao..But seeing those wounds on her body still hurts~...But shes okie..and im glad!!..Actually i have ntg to do lah..rily ntg loe..seriously ntg...haha..Gona offline soon anyway~BTW,how do you like my blogs` new look?..she tukar baju liao loe~haha...Gimme comments on the tag box yea??..

Ntg to blog liao lah...Take k peeps!!..chaouz!!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

Poor Kiki

2006-03-08T12:07:00.000+08:00

Harlow ppl..Im bk to blog again..

Yesterday after blogging i had a tok wid Desmond but not before long mym dad cum bk!...sheesshh~..Neways..Dat wasnt the matter..I fnsh doing my housework den went out to check on Kiki my darling...But!!..I see chunks of fur falling from her body revealing the skin(as you noe my dog is black in colour so it`s in contrast wid the skin underneath the fur)..And there`s blood!!...I was so panic bk..I dwan her to die...I guess it was mange due to its scaly and swollen skin..Yea,the poor gal cun stop scratching..The more she scratches the more it bleed..I told my dad about it..We sent her to the vet imediately..phew..The vet took sum sample frm her skin and voila!!..it is mange!!(now i can becum a vet!!)..haha...And give the poor gal a jab..Kiki i tell you was so obediently unlike her usual self!..haha...But she cun stop wggling arnd when the doc gave her the jab..Yea,daily med requires..I hope she recover soon~..Take k Kiki!..Luv you!!

She came home and had a nice slp~her appetites gone too..Poor lil thg..Nvmba..The strong dog will be well soon!...hehe!..Neway!!..today is me and Des de 5th month oo!!..So happy tho its not very long lah..bt stil!!..hahaha...Klah..I gtg liao..Ntg rily to tok about liao~Tata folks!!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

triple sien

2006-03-07T11:24:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!!!

Im so damn sien now lah..I dun even noe what to blog..hmm...My mum din tok to me the wole day yesterday sial~For your info im not the one who merajuk..she is..I kinda think she is damn childish sumtimes dat me and my bro just culdnt stand her...It`s shitty~..I rily dwana bother her now..If she still dwana tok..I wuldnt k~..sheesh!!!...hmm...

-f a l l o u t g a l-

Back to blog

2006-03-05T20:33:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps~~

Ugh~..I feel so darn tired now sial..Tis afternoon just went to church for some Chinese Group Youth gathering..I duno what you suppose to call it ba..I tell you i was stunted by their hospitality~~sheesh!!..its a piece of crap loe..We go there arnd 12.30..Me kim stef pierre and beverly went lim teh first..thinking that we will be late..Des and Sharon even later!!(-_-")..haha..Dats not the prob lah.. At first it was okie..But when its arnd 4smthg..Darn!! They dun include us in their activities...NOt only dat!!!!..They trying to starve is to death!!..We all cun stand anymore lah..den we cabut!!..To Dining room~haha..

Yesterday youth mass was okie...Stef did a gd job commentating!!*clap clap*...Beverly too with her reading..*woot*..haha..Den we went makan lah..One big gp of us!!..haha...It was nice bonding..YD mtg oso nice too!!..lolz!!...But i have to leave in a hurry..w/o giving deardear a hug once more~sigh!!Sien dao loe!!...hahaha...BUt i was rily high yesterday lah!!hehehe..Duno y oso..

OKie lah..short entry for today~mebe more next time..Zzzz~~..Oyasuminasai!~~

f a l l o u t g a l

Hye

2006-03-03T13:10:00.000+08:00

hmm...

Im bk to blog again..Ntg rily hpn recently...BTW(Des)..Umm..The penny of my tot is ntg ba..Its written quite clearly in the past post adi~haha..And Ray,Thank for finally reading my blog again~..And thks for commenting on my drawing..I think they are very junky..And here you are saying its nice~hahaha...and kim!!Thks for your support!!haha

Neway let me update on what hpned yesterday ba~.I went to Larkin Stadium to witness my Sec sch`s Sports Day..I missed sch and the tchrs you c~..It was like 7smthg when i reach and Kim was already there..Got plenty of hugs frm tchrs..The first one to hug me was Pn Elony~haha..Got to c Pn Cheng Pn Yeoh Pn David Tan and a few others too!..I was damn happy screaming my lungs out..Cheering for the gd old Patricks!!...They did real well with the cheering ba but too bad Xaviers was better..BUt i noe..We did our best!!..haha..

After that we went out..There no cab u see..so we called on Ian to fetch us frm Larkin..After dat the 5of us(including Gilbert and Bernard)..Went to Ian`s house to refresh themselves for a lil while..Ian showed me the autograph he had frm Mike Shinoda!!AAAHHH!!!!!...Den the 6 of us(including ian`s bro)..walk to the nearest bus stop loe~haha...And in the bus me and kim was singing to my mp3 like no1`s business~haha..And guess wat there`s this gal frm duno what sch was checking Bernard out...wakakaka..He was slping you see~haha...Den finally we reach CS met up with Pierre..Watch movie(Fun with dick and Jane)..It was funny..But the cinema damn cold sial!..After dat to my despair i had to go...sigh~

So dats yesterday ba..Today i am bk to my normal routine again..haha..I hope i will update soon~Tata!!

-f a l l o u t g a l-

sien sien sien

2006-02-28T12:19:00.000+08:00

Hey ya peeps!!!!

Me listening to songs on9 sial...NOw the song playing is shnappi..Unless u guys wana noe~~(-_-")..Just some rily cute songs arnd~Okie..just fnsh...Now upside down...I rily y i update you guys on these thgs for what~sheesh!..haha..Neway..Im so damn tired sial~Results coming out soon..I rily duno what i will get...I just hope my dad wuldnt care so much..sigh~..Hope hope hope...Ylah exam exist in this world...sien dao!!

I was lying on my bed recently..Reflecting bout my past present and future..You can see i was rily clueless about what to do at home..lolz!!...The past was about pretty much my past...Tho im over it but yea..I still think of it once in a while..But im okie wid it..My present cover it all...I cun rily do anythg bout my past ba~haha...Hmm..bout my future..Im completely clueless about it..It scares me dat some of the thg i came across along the road of life myt leave you..Its scary~By then my past will cum haunting bk..Its complicated i noe...I guess no point tinking bout all these thgs now ba...haha...Stupid me..

My bro tmr start test liao..Wish him gd luck..*hugs*..Then on thurs i will go out lepak with some of my fwens..Sat got YD mtg!!Yay!!...Sun oso go to church!!..So fun!!...Bz but at least i got thgs to do..Coop up at home too much liao!!..haha...Klah thats all i wana blog about..Till den..Tata!!

*irisrenee

Harlow

2006-02-27T12:38:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!!!...

haha...umm..Today is Monday loe~Ntg to do..sheesh...Neway let me tok bout my Sunday lah..
Sunday was boring~rily..Din go anywer..Stay at home only..In the morning been bug up early for my breakfast den i sit down got ntg to do..So i decided to scribble arnd again~Its like my usual practise adi~haha...

This is what i drew!!..Fort Minor!..haha...sien lah!!Den this...

haha..My name..No comments lah

Neway~after dat i play play my guitar a lil while den went on9...On9 oso ntg to do!..haha...Actually i got ntg to blog bout lah..Its rily boring at home..Toady dinner i cook sial..Duno what to cook oso..haha...Klah..Till den~..sorry for the crap ba..For those who are reading do take k yea??...

*irisrenee

zhu zhu

2006-02-25T08:43:00.000+08:00

Damn you gotta c this!!..cute!!!

sick!

2006-02-25T08:02:00.000+08:00

Hey ya...

Umm...Woke up early..Cun seemed to get enough rest...Gona call Des later..hmm..Today is a Sat..!!..One more week!!..aix!..Neways~..Ntg special either..I just found out u cun just keep on missing em..They move on..I have to ryt??..Guess i`m trying to move on frm sum stuff ba..Dwana tk bout it liao..Adi say i will forget bout it..what am i doing!!ishh~~

Going church today~same old routine...Then have to go Eden for makan...What to wear ah??...hmm...Gona dig in my closet soon!..haha...I have completely no mood to blog now..ditto~

*irisrenee

again

2006-02-22T12:23:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps,

Here am i to blog again tho i have ntg much to blog about..hahaha..Neway,haha,,,I`m going off soon to sweep and mop the floor..do sum laundry and sum reading..And memorize those hiragana characters befor i forget em~..haha..Its rily..umm..tiring??...But imma used to it..haha...

Well,I rily have ntg to write..Just misses my fwens who aint in JB already~

1.Li Peng
2.Stephanie Kim
3.Raymond
4.Kim(for the moment)..
a few more others....

Results gonna be out soon..I duno how am i gona score..I have rily low confidence in tis ba...I hope i pray that i will get the result that i hope to get...Ntg to blog now ba..Gona get wet!!..haha...Tata!

*irisrenee

hey peeps!!!...

2006-02-21T09:11:00.000+08:00

Harlow,

Another nonsence entree here!!..hahhaa..Anyway..I just fnsh reading the guardian..Damn..I cried!!..Singer shuldn`t die..So no way!!...Well,Julie`s deceased hubby left a dog,a Great Dane to look over/company Julie after he`s gone(brain tumour)..Then after 4yrs(or is it)..Julie finally decided that its time for her to move on...She met up with Richard who bought her to various romantic dates..Julie still don`t feels right with this guy...Mike(Julie`s deceased hubby best fwen) got jealous..(cz he feel for her lah)..haha..Andrea(Julies colleague)too!!..After much hulabaloo...Mike decided to make his move..(or rather Julie)..After a so called talk in a local cafeteria..in other words..Julie asked him out lah..haha...Soon,Their feelings twrds each other were revealed..Julie looked Richard up to explain thgs...The Richard(cun stand what he saw)..is actually a psycho!!..He started to stalk her..etc..But at the same time still acted as a perfect gentleman..This confuses the police who is trying to investigate stuff..The shaken Julie and Mike was trying hard to convince the Police..But soon they found out that the real Richard were missing for a several yrs adi...The guy`s name is actually Robert Bonham...Pretty much thgs happens in between...Until one ultimate one where Richard/Robert was trying to take charge on Julie then Singer charged on him...Leaving him suffer 2 shots from the fella`s gun!!..He died..Robert`s been shot by the police gun...They bury Singer in Julie`s backyard..Julie and Mike lead normal lives...Damn..Singer don`t deserve this!!..So sad sial~

Enough to be sad lah..I`m starting on the notebook soon after this blog!!..hehe...Neways..I just received a pix frm KIM!!..Thanks so much Kim!!...mwax!!...i post it here ah...

I shrunk it small lah..haha....Yeapz..me and Des..lolz!!..They simply snap lah..For the first time he smiles!!...=D...Must smile like this more often mah!!..haha...But i think this time im the sesat wan...My hair so messy sial!!...hahha...Neway i love this pix..Thank so much Kim for sending it to me!!....

Hahaa..enough of crapping liao lah..Me gonna go blog sumwer else liao!!..Tata folks!!..Cheers!!

*irisrenee

hey there

2006-02-18T11:25:00.000+08:00

Harlow,

Long time din blog cz i cun on9...Well,here i am with ntg rily to write..Well..Just update u guys on my recent going ons ba...Start frm yesterday

Hmm...I rily got ntg to do yesterday loe..Its a Fri smr!!..Wake up kinda early..Den started to read my book...After dat..I started continueing my story...Sien dao..Write half way den no idea...Den....I started to take out my pencil and ppr and started to draw..Im telling you..im not gd in drawing ba...So whatever i draw is crap..Will post it here later...

Inspired by It Started With A Kiss....U can call it FanArt ba..haha..I just added spect to the guy~hehe...Told ya im no gd in drawing!!

After dat...I started to dig out some old movies to watch...Haha...Was watching Pretty Woman..Starring Julia Robert and Richard Gere...Gere i tell you is so damn charming..Half way into the show..Des called...DEn dad cum bk...Do housework den off to Jap class...Is kinda boring loe...We started out with the history of Japan and how the writing cum about...Den it started with Hiragana...Its kinda cool lah..But the way i write very cacated~haha....

haha..My life is bored lah..I wonder who even bother to read my blogs with bad drawings and entry...Thks to my fwens who tahan em for such a long time yea??Luv u guys oo!!...Gona go to church soon!!!...Yay!!..hahaha...Klah..I shall write smthg more sensible in futire ba..Till den..Cheerio!!!

*irisrenee

Val

2006-02-15T12:09:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!!!

V-Day just over oo!!..And i just celebrated my first V-Day~..Ntg to be proud of..BUt its certainly smthg very memorable.Smthg simple..Smthg my type..I enjoyed it very much!!Got a lil doggie and a box of chocs frm Des..Val(The lil doggie) is so cute!!!...Clicked with JienDan almost instantly..Not forgeting Noel!!I have a pix of JienDan and Val here...Dont they look cute tgr??haha..Thks Des!!...

from left:JienDan and Val...Adorable!!

Haha... Umm...I got almost the whole set of Nocholas Sparks books whould ya believe it!!..Damn i gotta thank my mum for that..But too bad i havnt got The Wedding,The Rescue and At First Sight~..I just loves Nic Sparks!!..Currently reading The Guardian..Nice...I will tell you guys about it once i fnsh reading yea??...

Okie..Thats all for now.Am going back to my reading!!..Tata folks!

*irisrenee

...

2006-02-13T12:16:00.000+08:00

The unhappiness on your face,
Is pushing me to the edge of a cliff.
No matter how close the distance is in front of us,
We still have no meeting point.

My world without you,
Is like the cold winter without spring by it's side.
Without you by my side,
There's only winter left in my four seasons.

Sadness, joy, memories, keep repeating themselves,
The quietened down world,
Has my yearning, and your emptiness.

Can you hear, the sound of loneliness is quietly spreading,
It is staying between us,
Keeping watch over our eternity.

Can you hear, the call of yearning can be heard on every street,
No matter how far you walk,
When you're tired and turn back,
I'll be right beside you.

*irisrenee

Xiao zhu

2006-02-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

Yo peeps!!

Me was watching smthg on youtube and i came across this~~~

Luo Zhi Xiang..*Xiao Zhu*...mv!!...so cute!!..I luv the dance in this mv~..Dats all...read my other entry of the day below this post~..Tata!!

*irisrenee

ONe fine day~

2006-02-10T10:39:00.000+08:00

Harlow!!

Hahaha....I slept arnd 1am yesterday~...lolz!!...Now i can feel those black circles arnd my eyes...Thanks to the Grammies~!!..hehehe..I rily duno what makes me stay up til so late just by watching some award show..Well..it started at 10pm...lasted till so late..ughs!!!Neways,thanks Des for watching it with me~..hehe..Here`s all bout it!!..hahaha...

It started with some performance by the Gorrilaz and Madonna~...It was weird!!...The Gorillaz were with their usual...u can`t see me mysterious animation..Curious me was wondering who are those behind those rily uncute cartoon~(except for one..you noe the one who later came out wid his/her guitar)..haha...Neways..Soon,Madonna pop out right next to the cute member and started shaking like theres no tomorrow...What`s more ughs about is the costume she was wearing!!..ugh ugh ughsssss!!!....I shall proceed then~haha

To the sigh of relief...Alicia Keys was next accompanying i forget who`s the guy`s name already~..aiks....AAHH....Stevie Wonder..that`s his name...It was just like intro-ing the next award tho...But they sang a very beautiful song together..Gosh~...Brilliant!!..Finally, female pop vocal performance was non-other then my idol of all time!!!..Kelly...!!...She won another award later Best POp Album!!...haha...So nice~!!.."I'm sorry I'm crying again on national television," said Clarkson, tearful and shaking as she held her first Grammy. "Thank you so much, you have no idea what this means to me."..so sweet...You deserves it!!!

U2 was the big winner~...5 grammys!!..Wow!!...They put on a brilliant performance too!!...The grammys include the album and song of the year....While my favourite song Boulevard of Broken dreams by greenday won the best record of the year!!..wow!!...!!...haha...Linkin Park together with Jay-z won the Best Rap/Sung Collaboration...wow!!...haha..Then performed..Out of the blue came Paul McCartney..Singing yesterday~!!...My fav song oso!!...I`m just so excited!!...

Neways..enuf of the Grammys..I rily had the song Yesterday and God bless the broken road in my head now...hmm...if you guys wondering what kinda song is God Bless The broken Road...Its a very nice song~...hehe...Rily~...The lyrics is nice~~...i post it here yea??

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is trueThat God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.

hehehe...Okielah...My flu is getting better and better nowadays~..hmmm...Well newayz~..I`m just as fine as before...Jien will be back on tv!!!....Wednesday 10pm...Sum stupid show but who cares I will have my dose of Jien once more!!..So excited!!...Neways..Thanks Des for reminding me to take my med yesterday~..hahaha....Thanks all my other friends who is out there supporting me..Esp the 3mozzy~...THANK YOU!!!..I will get well soon!!...*Grammy fever*..ahaha..Neways..till den~!!Tata!!

*irisrenee

Sorry

2006-02-07T15:19:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl!~~

About the previous post..I`m very sorry for the colourful language i used...It was rily out if frustration..I dwana give it a damn anymore..I`m fine now..Just had a fon call conversation wid Des...It`s been a long time since i really tok to him lah...Miss him so much~haha...No1 on9 now lorh...So i blog fnsh den i go slp liao~...hahaha...Just took sum flu medicine lah..make me wanna slp oni..I guess i`m rily gona be a full time pig!..haha..Neways..According to my dad..I may be sitting for my undang next week lorh..I mean go listen to the course first lah..haha..Cun wait to drive arnd the town man!!...That will be so damn fun!!...My jap class starting soon too..So i guess everythg will be alryt by den~..I wun feel so bored anymore..

Sometimes i rily don`t understand my parents man~..They are so strict that i couldn`t take it anymore..I`m seventeen and yet dey dun threat me like one...This is so sucky..I`m so looking fwrd to being 21...For that`s the age we suppose to *get our key to freedom*..Gd for guys..The age is 18...But my poor dear is 17 this yr...So have to wait one more year..hehe...Sigh...I rily dun understant yet i try to understand..Confusing eh??..Dun try to understand me cz its tough..For i oso dun understand what am i typing myself...

Btw i sorta get the lyrics to my fav song..*Love,me*..by Colin Raye..It goes liddat..I type it down yea??

I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said,"Boy you might not understand.
But a long long time ago
Grandma`s daddy didn`t like me not
BUt i love your grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
BUt nailed to a tree where we were suppose to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said;

If you get there before i do
Don`t give up on me
I`ll meet you when my chores are through
I don`t know how long i`ll be
But i`m not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then till i see you again
I`ll be loving you
Love,me."

I read those words just hours before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
Where me and grandpa starts to pray
I know i never seen him cry
In all my 15 years
But when he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears;

"If you get ther before i do
Don`t give up on me
I`ll meet you when my chores are through
I don`t know how long i`ll be
BUt i`m not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then till i see you again
I`ll be loving you
Love,me..."

Gosh...I love this song....!!...Try to download if if you guys got time..It is a very nice song..Alaways make me cry de~..haha...

Klah..enough of blogging for today~..Take care guys!!...

*irisrenee

bk to blog world..a sucky sunday~

2006-02-05T16:25:00.000+08:00

Hey blogiie paradise..

I`m rily not in the mood ryt now..honestly speaking...I feeling like strangling some shit out of sum1 ryt now....uggh!!...Lazy like a duno what...Say i din do anythg..Look at the number of stuff she does everyday man..work OT OT....come bk...nicely ask me...sweep the floor already??tHis dat this dat...And today!!...I rily wana say this...Suddenly only say im lazy...Yea ryt!!..Who`s the lazy one now man!!...F*** her lah!!...(sorry for the language..i rily cun stand this)...Out of the sudden started scolding me for those LOTR bboks a fwen of mine borrowed a few yrs ago!!..So nice of her ryt??...Yealah...Work OT so wat!!...Doesnt mean the houseworks are out of your resbonsibilities~!!...Damn you!!!....Me,bro are so so pissed with you and tahan you for how long already~...Just dwana say out...I rily dwana...ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......Looking fwrd to leave the house~...I so agree wid my dad on her LAZY behaviour!!..Not say my dad din warned me and my bro...We are taking precaution ryt now..I dwana say anythg!!...F*** f*** f***!!!

I wanted to post some photos wan..BUt i rily got no mood to do so~...So till now..I bid my farewell~..Remember ppl...DO NOT expect sum1 to have a certain quality when you urself dun have!!...I hate it!!....

*irisrenee

bloggie time!

2006-02-04T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl...

I long time din blog liao..Must have kept you guys waiting oo...Sowie yea??..Was bz for the past few days due to New Year~..haha..Other den that..I oso got no inspiration to write bout anythg...hmmm...You got it..very sien lah me!haha

Firstly its bout..erm..My new year~hmm..What bout my New year??..haha..Yea~..Cuzin all cum bk loh..reunion dinner itself adi so high..haha..I ate so much..I think i becuming pig soon...First day after going church...*Nope cun get to see both Matthew and lion dance*..We go back to my grams house to pai nien..hahaha..Den We high again..Later in the mornig we decided to go out lepak..Me and a few cuzins..At first pergi CS...But not many shops open loe...Den We end up in Leisure Mall main bowling..It`s my first time anyhow..I totally embarrased myself there...But managed to scoree 33 points lah..with my cuzin help..*dun laugh*...

After dat day,we go Kluang for my mum`s side of the pai nien tradition..Its okie lah..We had steamboat at nyt..haha..We ate like..haha..I mean me lah...I ate 2big bowls of rice and 2big bowls of mee!!...Gosh~~..*note to Desmond: U will regret if u brg me to your reunion in future*..haha..anyhow..I was so full...I still drink up 2cans of beer after dat!!..lolz!!Damn!!...Forget bout food..me hungry liao..

Erm..I thank gdness im not falling into depression again...Thks to d support of my best fwens and Des...I manage to pull thru after crying for almost a month...Thks guys..I wun make you guys worry again kay??....I shuld be happy for him..but still need time to adapt to the sudden change of title..lolz!..Bear wid it Iris!!...I can pull thru..!!

Earlier today had a short tiff wid Des lah..But thank gdness everythgs fine liao..i just wana say sorry yea??I oso wana spend time wid you de mah..I only cun..Cz my dad`s tight on me for now...Sorry yea...But u will still be my Valentine~hehe...We c how kay??..Today u rily scare me loh..I will tok more at our blog lah...

Okielah...I type too much..My hand pain liao...Still got another blog to update..haha...Tk k everybody!!...Tata~

*irisrenee

CNY

2006-01-31T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hey people..

Its new year,and i`m rily feeling sucky!...Rily sucky...Firstly its about a fwen..(its the first time i`m calling him/her a fwen tho)...I duno..I miss us so much...I culdnt let go...When the moment he/she told me dat he dun nd me anymore..Damn!..It started...But thgs got better in btwn..Just as i tot..its gona be fine once more..It doesnt...Well,the relationship i had woth this person is weird..Its a different kinda love that i experience..Definitely not the one i feel twrds my bf but...the relationship is more to family..kinship..So,Losing this relationship with the person...Its like losing a part of me..a family member..Am now losing my sense of direction..I just hope this is not mild depression that i underwent a few yrs bk...Y am i feeling this way?I duno...Well,i wish that particular person will treasure whatever person he has now...I`m happy wen he`s happy...Take care..and sorry for whatever thgs i did you wrg...U noe who you are...

Secondly its more to family stuff..I dun rily wana tok bout it...its new year..i shuld be happy...So i dun bother...But i just miss that person~....my fwens..and my dear bf~haha...Neways...these are sme of the pix i took during new year...Some oni..there are tonnes of em actually..

My band member..my 2cuzins(jasmine abd eugene),my bro irwin..and me!!..tgr we are the JIIE~hehe..Frm the left yea??

Me....hahhaa...But thats not my guitar~..

the perfect family!!..frm left,koko eddy..den my niece desiree,nephew..brandon..and cuzin alicia!..*admire

My family photo!!..frm left~my granma,dad,mum,me and bro...!!*backgroun:wilfred*

Me and cuzin eugene trying to act cute!!..hahaha..BUt it end up not cute at all =(..haha..Zup wid my mouth neway?

My family photo..Me,dad mum bro*y nien so hei wan??*

me and cuzin jasmine~..haha...sampat arnd!..

Elijah dear!!...hahaha....geram look!But hes still cute!!*btw im the sesat one behind him*

Me and elijah!!..haha..ryt after church..elijah so red!!

this is me wid my smthg wrg mouth again~duno why!..haha

Dats all im blogging lah...no mood anyways..tummy hurting...head plak sakit oso..!...like old woman adi..haha...

*irisrenee

blogging my life away~

2006-01-27T14:42:00.000+08:00

Hey yea!!

Another typical boring day...aix..I rily duno what to write..but i still wana write lah..erm...is listening to some songs now..Come across my favourite song by colin raye..*love me*...I love that song man...BUt i seem to find the lyrics..But voila..the song after dat is tears in heaven by eric clapton...one of my personal fav too...And i found the lyrics..it brought tears to my eyes eveytime i listen to it...

Tears In Heaven
by Eric Clapton and Will Jennings

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way
Through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.
Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

Aww..sweet song ryt??I love that song...Den me trying how to play MOre than words on the guitar...Trying lah~haha...Lah..Off now!!..Tata~

*irisrenee

IM back to bloggie

2006-01-26T13:32:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps~

I`m back again to updat my darling bloggie...Me not brooding over Daniel liao lah....He`s only an idol ryt??Dwan my dad to scold me..teehee...So here it goes..

I`m so bored coop up at home lah...Ntg to do sial...Desmond working...Raymond start college liao..Stef oso studying..Left Kim and I both gikiwidits loh...aix...Anyways..I just hope thgs will be fine after new year...My jap class..and driving...Hope will help me occupied my time loh..Sien dao~...No1 oso wana c my blog...I blog for myself loh..Dun k lah...I still got my blog to pei me...Hor blog...hehehe...

Ntg to write now lah...I duno what to write oso..CNY coming...hmmm...feel ntg lah...Klah..till now...Bye~

Daniel in JB

2006-01-22T15:56:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl...

Daniel was in JB as you guys noe..But i cun go..So sad...IN JB very special leh...He plays the guitar...So nice..But I DIN GET TO GO...nvm dat...Den yesterday...He went CS to shop!!..WEnt into crossover!!...Desmond works there!!...hahaha..He told me i was like!!...*eyes popping out*...So nice seh..He get to tok to Daniel...!!...!!...Newayz..Got sum pix here ba..Thx to melissa yea??

So nice wor!!...hahaha...Neways..I rily hope i could see him soon ba..Its rily a dream come true..hmmm....Meeting him will be like him winning the Malaysian Idol title on the 24 Sept 2005...nvr forget..Daniel...Me will support you alwiz!!...

As for Desmond..thx for putting in effort in getting his auto for me!!...BUt he`s not allowed to simply sign stuff..oni cd...so...yealah..Appreciated!...I will find a way to get it myself ba..You nd not worry bout me...

Yesterday`s YD mtg was fun!!..hehe..PLayed sum games we played during Touchstone...Mis dat camp so much...I do hope the ppl were having fun..Had sum last minute Praise and Worship to do lah..I think i screw it again..aix...nvmba...

Im tired now..gota rest~...fingers tired~...haha..Till den~Tata!!

*irisrenee

Sad sad day

2006-01-20T13:10:00.000+08:00

Hey..peeps...

I am here to blog bout my sad sad day..Today lah..Today..My darling Daniel will be in the new jusco for his album promo...Den i cun go~...i told you guys 2days ago..but i am saying again...I cun slp sial...Like i dream...dat in my dream dat i can go...BUt den i wake up..i cun make it..Den my fwens frm they call over...sigh...Tis is traumatising..I even wash the toilet..Im not gona gv up..Still got a few hrs to go..I am gona....Clean the whole house!!....I rly wish i can go...

Well,yesterday...I went bk to sch to get my testimonial...I miss sch so much lah..and my fwens too..After dat we go to cS to lepak...watched the memoirs of the geisha..NIce show..Must watch ooo!!..haha..BUt i think it myt be too boring for the some of you..But hey..It has a very nice storylne...Den hor we kena cheated by the photoclub shop..Sien dao!!....But i had a very nice time lah...Klah..No mood to say anythg now...I rily hope i can go...Ta

*irisrenee

Zheng yuan chang

2006-01-18T22:02:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl...

I rily got ntg to write lah today...Guess what..I just get to noe that Daniel Lee will be cuming to JB!!..For autograph session..He will be singing three songs..For once i tot i could see some hope of meeting him..Taking pix with him...Asking him to sign my album..Declaring my love for him..*oops!*..aix..But too bad..I cun go...Yea..I CUN GO!!!...So sad sial...I just told my fellow pinkies that..hmmm....Sad sad.....

Well...for smthg happier..me going bk to sch tmr..But as an ex-student..Excited sial..then after that lepak arnd a lil while..hmm...Wonder what the tchrs will think of my hair..lolz!!..hahaha...I simply cun wait lah...hahaha..true as they say..You will miss sch...And i`m feeling just that...hmmm.....

Hahaha...I got info on my darling Zheng Yuan Chang...Frm a fellow pinky..Kinda interesting tho..he very funny lah..hahhaa..i post it here..

Real name : Zheng Yuan Chang
Nick Name : Xiao ZhongChristian
Name : Joseph
Nick : Joe
Height : 188 CM (6"2)
Weight : 78 KG
Birthday : 19th May 1982
Education Level : Ren Ai Primary, Wei Dao Secondary, Fu Yuan High School
Blood Type : O
Shoe Size : 12 (UK), 45.5 (US)
Measurements : 40,32, 39
Favourite Color : White & Black
Hobbies : Movies, Surfing, Gaming, Drawing and Tennis
Character : Friendly, Easy Going, Mild Temper, Happy Go Lucky
Favourite Drawings : Abstract Art and also admire "Da Li's" drawings
Specialise : Swimming (Any Style), Tennis, Drawing( Water Art, Comic, Sketch)
Singing : NOT GOOD
Vision : 400+ Degrees
Hair Type : Natural Curl
Forehead : Very High
English Command : Not very good, But picking it up..
Catwalk Experience : More on Accessories
Ideal Girl : Short Hair, Sporty, Lively and Cheery
Family's Views on his Development in ShowBiz : Neutral, as long as he don't pick up bad habits Usual Habbits : Stay at home Mostly.
Favourite Movies types : Movies that are touching and moving
Favourite Singers : Eason Chen, Karen Mok and Madonna
Favourite Male Actors : Sir Anthony Hopkins, Jim Carrey, Zhang Guo Rong, Zhou Xing Chi
Favourite Comic Character : ME! (Kui from: The Rose)
Fav Novel Type : First Touch (Admire hoe the write pens this novel), Legends of the Dragon Piston (A Medival Era Novel), Legends of Detective Wesley
Dream Country : Japan, Greece, Rome, Egpty, Bali
Favourite Music Genre : Pop
Favourite Animals : Cats, Dogs
Favourite Food : Strawberry, Coke
What's most scary to you : The Dark side of human is more horrified than ghost
Usual Fashion Sense : Simple. Sometimes with accessories. Like changes. Willing to try different styles. Though I look more mature with Suits
Deepest Impression : First time doing a car walk for accessories. Super Nervous, as I'm a Newbie!
Ever been bullied by any senior models : Nope, everyone's nice to me
Hardest Job ever : Advertisment. Spent hours under strong lights and have to keep eyes peeled. Tough!
What makes a good model : Able to bring out the best essense in whatever you're wearing. Models are not the main, but still very important
Continue Modelling : Yes! Must know the meaning of paying back. Where I'm from, I'll hope for glorious results. Wish to be in both modelling and Acting, though I love acting more...
The thing you wanna do most with FANS? : Chat and have a cup of tea
What you'll do if there's rumors on the Internet? : Don't bother about it, as it'll only make things worse. Private Life, I'll still keep it as low profile as possible
What you were doing before modelling? : Been a bartender at Tai Zhong, A waiter etc
Favourite Genre of Books : Science, Philosphy, Aliens
First Kiss & Love : High School year
In Love :2 to 3 times
Hate : Crafty and Cunning people
Hate Pets : thingyroaches, rats... HAHA!
Embarassing Moments : Farked in a Lift
Most Painful Moments : Parents Divorced at 9

Thats all bout it...hahaha..cute leh..His dream girl sound like sum1..hmmm....hehhee..naive me!!..Till den ta!!

*irisrenee

Damn so sucky~

2006-01-16T12:59:00.000+08:00

Aix...me here to blog again lah..Ntg rily to blog nowadays..so...dun ming me crapping =p..hehe...My days been sucky since friday..Namely Friday the 13...aix..Y??..I dwana remind myself about it lah...Saturday was okie..Den Sunday..The Bao Ching Tien in my house was in bad bad mood...So the rest of the family oso....aix..sad case...Make me no mood to eat..No mood to do anythg lah...But at nyt he at least okie liao..Den when he just came back this afternoon to fetch my bro...he stared screaming again...Takkan he got menopause??...Sick lah whey...And ryt...saturdays herald got bout touchstone leh!!!..Got my pix...But one very small one..haha..Kimb appeared 2times ooo!!....Stef..AHEM...3 freaking pix!!...The biggest one oso..haha..Gikiwidit!!..lolz!!..I`m rily going hairwire liao...BUt nvm...hahaha.......I got the pix here...and i found one very funny pix...wait..i post it here...

Touchstone... hahaha..crazy pix lah!!!...lolz!!....

Zhen Yuan Chang in wedding gown!!!!!!!....hahahahahaha..CHOOO CUTE!!..haha...

Me going crazy liao lah..hahahaha...Update next time oo!!...Ta!!

*irisrenee

er zuo ju~

2006-01-12T13:55:00.000+08:00

Hey...this is only for entertainment...including the ng`s when they were filming the kissing scene...hahaha...The gal is so lucky man..NG 4 times sial~~..Envy...hurhur~~!!...hahahaha..but it may interrupt with my blog song lah...Turn down te volum o smthg...hehehe...I envy the gal~!!!

enjoy~!!

*irisrenee

The hidden heart

2006-01-12T12:23:00.000+08:00

Okie..I was clearing up my stuff when i saw this newspaper cutting with i held rily close to my heart..It was dated bk 31 August 2003...Long time eh??..Titled..THe hidden heart..

It all started when i was 6 yrs old. While i was playing outside on my farm in California, i met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chase him and beat him up. After that first meeting at which i beat him up, we kept on meeting and beatingeach other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and i would tell him my secrets. He was very quiet, he would just listento what i had to say. I found himeasy to talk to and i could talk to him about everything.

In school, we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. One day, i said to him that i guy i liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and say everything would be ok. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But i knew that there was something else about him that i liked. I thought of it that night and figured it as it was just a frind kinda thing that i was feeling.

All through high school we were always together and of course, I thought we were just friends. But I knew deep inside that i really felt differently. On graduation night, eventhough we have different dates to the prom, I wanted to be with him. Well, that night was my big chance and all i did was just sit there with him, watching the stars and talking about what i was going to do and what he was going to do.

I went home hurting because i didn`t tell him how i felt. I wanted to tell him so bad the i loved him but i was too scared and frightened. I let my feelingsgo and told myself that someday i would tell him just how i felt. All through college i wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him. After graduation, he got a job in new york; i was happy for him, but at the same time, I was sad to see him go. I cried as i hugged him for what i felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that i didn`t tell him what i had inside my heart.

Well, i got a job as a secretary and then worked my way up to become a computer analyst. I was proud of what i had accomplished. One day, I received a letter with an invitation to a wedding. It was from him. I was happy and sad at the same time. Now i knew that i could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding te next month and fell in love one more time. BUt i held back so it wouldn`t spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy while i was covering up my sadness. I came home and just tried to forget him. I had to go on with my life.

As the years went by, we wrote to each other about what was going onand how we missed talking to each other. Then suddenly, he stopped writing. After six letters had gone unreplied, when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life, I got a note that said; "Meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him, but he was broken-hearted and sad. We hugged until we couldn`t breathe. Then he told me about the divorce and why he hadn`t written for a long time. He cried until he couldn`t cry anymore. Finally we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what i had been doing and catching up on old times. BUt i still couldn`t tell him what i felt about him.

In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problems and his divorce. I fell in love with him again. When it came time for him to go back to new york, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me everytimehe could get a vacation. I couldn`t wait for him to comeso i could be with him. We would always have fun when we were together.

Then one day, he didn`t show up like he say he would. I figured out that he was busy. The days turned into months and then just as i was giving up on him, I received a call from a lawyer. The lawyer said that he died in a car accident while going to the airport. And that it took this long till everything was settled. My heart was broken.

I cried that night, tears of sadness and heartache. I went to new york for the reading of his will. Of course things were given to his family and his ex-wife. I finally got to meet her again after the wedding. She explained to me how he had always provided but he was alwas unhappy. She tried everything but she couldn`t make him happy.

When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was his diary.

It was a diary of his life. I cried as it was given to me. I didn`t know what to think. Why was this given to me? I took it and flew back to California. As i sat in the plane, i remebered the good times we had together. I started reading the diary. It had been started the day we first met. The diary said he had fallen in love with me that day. But he was too afraid to tell me what he felt. That is why he is so quiet and liked to listen to me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to new york and thought he fell in love with another. But then it told of how the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imaginedit was our wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best thing in life was to read my letters to him.

Finally, the diary ended with these words: "Today, I will tell her I love her". It was the day he was killed. The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart....

*sobx*...

*irisrenee

It started with a kiss

2006-01-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

hey all,

I`m back wid my blog~~whoooohoo~~!!!...haha..Life is so worthwhile these days..Thanks to the show i`m watching...So damn addicted to it man!!haha..Me upload sum pix frm the drama for the intro yea..

The guy`s name is Zheng Yuan Chang..he very cute leh...His name is Jiang Zhi Shu in the drama...Er zuo ju zhi wen..Luv him lots...The couple damn cute lah wei~~hahaha...
..hehe..Cute leh..i rily Duno lah..Damn so confuse leh~~hehe..Then hor..got one part they kiss so cute...This couple is soo....CHUN!!!~~~..
Chang chang in tux..Cute mah...haha...This part oso very nice de..It was on xmas eve..Zhi shu sneak out frm his dad company ball to celebrate with the lonesome Xiang Tsing...So sweet loh...aix..*dream~~....This is even cuter..Frm the MV de..hahaha..Not rily lah..i think dey cut out the Part...Neways..this couple so damn cute loh...hahaha......I cun forget their kiss lah~~hmmmzz.....The golden couple again~They look so cute tgr lah~~hahaha...Going crazy liao...I just hope they get married at last lah...They will ryt....Den they will look like this...
..AAAAWWWW```...hahaha...In awe man~~hahaha...BUt too bad got around episode18 loh..but manage to upload till ep15 oni..Just hope dat gal upload faster...I cun wait to watch what happen!!hahahaa....Going crazy liao lah...Dats all for now...hehehe...Talk more nxt time..Ta~~

*irisrenee

dit or tat

2006-01-04T12:15:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl..
I just came home from my interview..aix...Dono wil get it o not..Just hope i wun screw up lah...hurhurhur..ahaha....Will update on you ppl...I think im gona be sick liao...Feel so cold now..neways..Im fine lah..Just took my medicine and all...Will be falling into a very deep slp later on..Since i rily got ntg to do now lah...i post sum pix loh..haha...here it goes...

During touchstone project...This pix i curi frm kenn`s fwenster profile de...haha..On d boat leh..wid yvonne..shaun and kenneth..Joseph shuld be beside me lah...he hilang liao..haha

Me and Desmond..Taken in Danga Bay after carolling..I think it`s nice loh..haha..He dun agree wid me wan..HIs head so big..cho kewt!!..haha

Elijah aka Popiah boi and moi during xmas eve..Cute mah!!..haha

I like this pix lah..Dun u think i look like sum1??haha...Ppl say wan ah..not me..Gv it a guess!!

Klah...Post too many pix nanti my previous post oso gone liao...Neways..I`m bored lah..Gona catch my nap now..Miss my dear lah...and muzzy too..Gona c them soon!!...Tata..

*irisrenee

O happy Day~~

2006-01-03T11:43:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl...
i change song again!!...haha...from you ji(daniel)...to jienjiendandan(JJ)..sound like my darling doggie soft toy..cho kewt ryt??Well,the reason why i chose this song is dat i hope the year 2206 will not be too complicated..jienjiendandan jiu hao liao...JJ song very nice lah...Well..it`s the year 2006 now..hmmm..i give you more highlight on the yr 2005 now..and my resolution kay..

the year 2005(top20)
20. Hmmm...i think in number 20..it must be my birthday this year..cz ntg to do on my bdae this yr due to preparation for the rally...
19. Owen`s year in Madrid is terrible...so sad..But goody thg he moves to Newcastle..Nvm if u din score der..I will alwiz support you de!!...
18. The process of preparing for rally was a lil tricky for me...tho i enjoy it..
17. Brad`s broke up wid Jennifer..hurhur..Hollywood golden couple is gone!!..forever~~
16. SPM itself...gruelling~~
15. Mr..sci fi...no need to say any longer
14. My trauma!!....aix...
13. My career path in future...Kept on tinking bout it..susah tau.
12. new yr eve..cz din get to countdown wid my family anf fwens in jb..
11. My mid term exam~~..i got first leh!!hehe..surprise!
10. Owen`s number..Owen`s move to Newcastle..got bk his darling number~~awww~~
09. The last day of sch..Damn sad loh...aix..
08. Carolling!!...very fun lah~~haha
07. My bro result..5A`s..happy for him..He is now an EC boy..cho kewt!!..haha
06. This number belongs to the amount of arguments and quarrels i had wid my fwens this yr..aix..
05. Malaysian idol!!!....!!!...Daniel Lee Chee Hun Won!!...yay!!
04. Elijah is one year old!!...wah!!big boy boy liao oo??
03. Touchstone project..i miss everyone der~~..
02. Daisy!!!..=P
01..........SPM OVER!!!..WOOT!!!

So dat`s my top 20 of the yr 2005..It`s a tradition i started a few yrs bk lah..this yr a lil late loh..haha..cz i wasn`t at home...Now i kindly proceed to my resolution..

2006 resolutions
01. Do not be so blur anymore..
02. Must study hard!!!
03. Do not simply have crushes on other ppl~~
04. World Peace!!
05. Happy!!

hahha..i noe im lame..hehe..Happy New year ppl!!~~...enough of blogging liao lah~~ehehe..nxt tym...chouz~~!!

*irisrenee

merry xmas

2005-12-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

Merry xmas ppl!!...hahaa..Its finally here...!!..Woot..!!...Yet everythgs not rily smooth for me..I knew it myself!!...I just hope and pray dat i am fine...But its beautiful xmas lah!!...Feel very nice..Update nxt time..ntg to write...

dying tying...

2005-12-19T13:05:00.000+08:00

Dammit..great i`m in great loss for words...Just dying...cz of the dilemma..Lost totally LOST...I told my mum bout my---...She sorta gave me a lecture on being tied up in a ---in such a young age...I`m still lost for words...Falling into the shadows of my own being...Deeper and deeper...deeper..Till i cun see myself again....Tell more wen i need to...

*mystery to my own world..irisrenee

How to tell if someone likes you

2005-12-18T13:31:00.000+08:00

Hey..Just went to find out somethg interesting...Just wanted to post it here..I think its lame...Well those in blue are the copy and paste part..The ones in pink is my personal comment..Enjoy yo!!

Guys:
1. She makes eye contact and smiles at you.[okie..do i do that..??I duno]
2. She calls you for homework....A LOT.[different sch...different homework..how??]
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.[short hair..cun flip]
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.[not the touchie type]
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.[okie..i did this be4..lame]
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.[hehehe...yes yes!!!]
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.[nvr do dat...seldom watch movie]
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.[nah..not dat bad]
9. She knows your WHOLE families name, (including your dog). [this is normal...even you dun like a person]
10. She knows stuff about you like your birthday,eye color, favorite color,screen name, favorite food, favorite band, what music you like,and favorite sport.[not that...i call that a stalker]
11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.[yeapz...gals..what do you expect..hehe]
12. She knows your phone number and address.[again. this is normal btwn just fwens oso mah]
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible.[of cz man!!!]
14. She teases you a lot.[hahaha...no comments]
15. Looks for you at recess.[different school how??]

Girls:
1. His snow ball hits you, (but not in the face).[this is Malaysia..no snow]
2. He threw away his laser pointer after you told him you think they promote random acts of violence.[i dun geddit??]
3. After asking you to sign his year book, he wrote, "How come we never hang out?" in yours.[say how many times liao...tak sama sekolah..how?]
4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mom that day she picked you up from school.[like day dare]
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Run Away Bride" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.[errmmm...dono bout this]
6. Forgot your gloves? You can wear his.[wear gloves for what??]
7. His voice gets softer ("Hey, you") when everyou two talk.[ yeameh??....]
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.[dono oso]
9. You where invited by him to a group outing.[very seldom....]
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.[sien dao]
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do snort sometimes. Which makes you laugh even harder.got be4..but this doesnt meant he likes you ryt??]
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation.[this means so??..not rily]
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.[melts....]
14. He asks you to dance with him.[wat is he don how to dance..??Well happen once oso...doesnt mean so ryt??]
15. He tries to sit next to you a lot and talks to you in class.[class??ermmm??]
16. He touches, complements, and uses ure stuff.[it happens...normal wurt]
17. He buys u stuff.[not necessary]
18. He pays attention to you when u are doing a presentation.[nvr be4...i think]
19. He tries to follow you.[lolz!!!stalker!!!]
20. His friends tease you about what a couple you and him are.[ditto!!]

so now..i noe i`m lame...hahaha

all bout touchstone

2005-12-15T10:52:00.000+08:00

Hey people..Me long time din blog liao...For your info..I`m not around from 6 to 13 Dec due to a camp called Touchsone Project..Todays antry is all bout that...

6th Dec-1st day
We reach St.joseph Plentong around 3pm..Yet ntg has rily prepared yet..So i sorta help out wid the name tags..(which i ended up not getting any..hmmm)..We met the other participants..All 20 of us...wid 5 facil...We never expect us to be so close after the few days..Anyways..1st day is all boout intro and team building...

7th Dec-2nd day
Wake up early and help out steph`s group to prepare breakfast..haha..Its been fun!..Today`s talk is bout Law and Order..Smthg like dat lah...Had a script on consumer`s rights..so Funny!!..Nothing rily to talk bout today..Oh yea..We played dodge ball..So funny...Got tok to Tiffy on the see saw..hahaha...1st time talk to him...again..Din expect us to be so close..teehee!!

8th Dec-3rd day
My group`s turn to do breakfast..It was a horror...We messed up the whole kitchen!!..hahaha..Today we go out to visit the asli...Had great fun wid the boat ride..I shared the same boat as Sonia,Clarine,Kenneth,Yvonne,Shaun and Joseph...haha..Joe and i had great fun splashing water at each other~teehee!!..So fun to kacau him lah..Den now i got sun-burn sial!!...haha..Roland and JP so funny...Learned few Portugese words...hehehe..and crazy words like Gikiwidit..hehehe..Dun ask me wat it means...

9th Dec-4th day
Errm...i dun rily remember what happen today liao...hahaha...OH yea...we did a group presentation on our orang asli visit...Den what else ah??hahaha....Rily forget...But i noe we at night went out to visit the asli again...Had so much fun!!!Dancing...So high!!..hahaha..especially the kupang song!!Well...dats all i can remember...hehehe...

10th Dec-5th day
5th day...hmm...ntg rily to talk bout today i think..Cun rily remember anythg...damn!!..hahaha...Oh..the birds and the bees talk!!..haha..How can i forget!!..the couple is so sweet...the doc damn charming oso...this talk is damn kewl lah!!!...Never forget~

11th Dec-6th day
Today very boring lah...Tok bout human developement oni~~..bored bored bored...den got healing session...after dat went out having supper in mamak..dats the only fun part i guess~~hehehe....Bother...

12th Dec-7th day
The 2nd last day liao...Quite sad lah..In the evening we played a game call find your other half..Wer the facil wil paste sum royal status on your back and you have to find who is your spouse..At first i cun find mine..So me and roland main tikam je..BUt end up the match is wrong..Guess who`s my real match?? Kenneth!!..hahaha...Ntg to say liao...ditto...And dat night got bbq..Den we got movie marathon!!!...I actually wanna elaborate more on that but...2nd thought..better not...ahem..(kim and staf knows y...right??)

13th Dec-last day
Last day...sad sad...din get to see my fwens again..sad oh...Dwana tok bout it lah
...

Went out wid a few of em to cs..Till i kena frm my dad...aikz...But i had fun wid em...

*irisrenee

Tired

2005-12-02T22:24:00.000+08:00

OKie...me blog again...The offically closing ceremony of SPM~~~Yay!!!...Went out today..Watch Zathura...haha..Dat small kid damn funny man..haha..So cute some more..hahaha...And the elder bro looks like the kid version of Owen...Damn cute loh..The elder sis behaves exactly like me de..hahaha..Sleep Sleep and sleep...hahha....Cute...hahaha..I like the show man..Tho typical Jumanji kinda show..But i Like!!..haha...Happy lah wei...OKie enuff abut my lepak-ing liao...Off to my experience during SPM...

Well,there are a few Pengawas der to jaga us loh..But got 2 main ones who caught my attention..(not only me..mind you)...Ders the Ketua Pengawas who is good looking...We almpost wana matchmake him wid our dear chemistry teacher...But end up he teaches Agama in his school...Damn stupid loh...Our teacher damn nice wana pair her up to sum boring guy is a no no!!
Furthermore..he is a flirt..~..He flirts with everyone!!haha..Bother bout him...Den there`s this Dojo master..hahaha..He very tall de...Damn tall loh...and got that dreamy lok on his face..Alwiz drop my pen on the floor(accidentally de)...He picks up for me...Den he alwiz jaga our lane oso...So nice loh~~....hahaha...Will miss em all man~~But NOT SPM!!!...hahaha..

Well,...crazy right??..me now got 6 MONTHS rest man!!...So nice..Become full time PIG liao...hahaha...So nice...I have this nicey fuzzy muzzy feeling once more..hmmmzz..I think i better...hmmmzz....what am i thinking bout ah??....I shut up lah hor...You ppl noe~hehehe..Tat for now..

whatever

2005-12-01T11:46:00.000+08:00

Okie....today is a sucky day...Like totally...BUt i feel so damn happy because apart of my life had come to an end...Yes...My study days are over...(for now thats it)..hehehe..Okie..Why is my life sucky??...Well because there`s SOMEONE who found out about SOMETHING...Damn...i feel damn sucky~ARGH~~....I really don`t know what to write lah..its just...ARGH..next week me going for camp liao..for 8 days..aix...I`m lost...just lost...Completely LOST...

danny msg

2005-11-26T01:04:00.000+08:00

okie...this might be the last message about daniel in my blog....as i promised my fwen to cut down on daniel...You noe..daniel wrote a song in his album for his fans..its in mandarin...sum reliable source translated it...:

Being among the thousands, I was only an ordinary contestant like all the resteach trying their best of luck.thru the long and winding road to my dreams, I have fought..Thru' the ups and downs I struggled along the path to my dreams, I now stand..at last at the doorway to my dreams but not without the helpinghand of someone..when I am down and struggling...Realising my dreams and bright success, the happiness n joy I hadis not equal to the love n passion u have given me when I m down..and now no matter how hard and long the path, I always consider myselfthe lucky one..and looking back at the memories with tears of joy just like this songfor the guiding hands, only you can understand my sufferings and see thru' mytears of joy n success.and your listening to my song makes it all worth it..

cool huh??..im touched...OUT~

sucky me

2005-11-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

okie....its a long time since i blog..well i fell GODDAMN SUCKY.....u noe why...Let me tell you why...I just got my Daniel album and i`m so damn happy bout it!!...but...it all happen due to this stupid incident...Im not blaming anyone nor myself...I just couldnt stand this any more...OKie mebe im d stupid one alryt??...Im always stupid..u noe dat...everyone noes dat~~...i couldnt stand this any longer...Im gona burst...goodbye

long time no blogging

2005-10-19T15:12:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps...me long time din blog liao rights??...haha..Just came back frm sch now...Sien lorrhhh...What i did in sch today was totally lame beyond limit~haha...Was taking pix of myself...sien dao!!..hahaha...i post it here yea??..Dont`t roll ur eyes ooo~~

Here i look like boy boy right???hahaha...Duno y larr...haha...

Here me trying to imitate one of Daniel pix i posted earlier...So funny!!!

hahaha....no comments...

Well...those were LAME i know...but what to do...too ugly to be admire by ppl...so i might as well admire myself..wakaka...Joking...ermm...I`m weird..i noe..hahaha....Okie..off liao...Nothing to say..anyways..ME very d happy nowadays...hehehe....ditto!!...end of story..tata!!

*irisrenee

so happy...

2005-10-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

I just want to announce that 8 Oct is the the for me to remember~~....=)...NO further comments on that~hahaha..Just happy..whohooo!!!

*irisrenee